🌪 — walking blind ˎˊ˗

Hey, I'm Rus, and I'm back again with another post after a while. Just wanted to share something that's been on my mind lately. I've been feeling kind of all over the place emotionally, and since writing helps me clear things out a bit, even if I don't really figure anything out, I thought I'd put some of it into words.

Normally I go for stories or short poems, but this one is more of a casual little brain dump with something poem-ish tucked in.

People can be hard to read, and I often feel like I'm just on a different wavelength. It's weird trying to make sense of things when nothing really clicks the way it should. I try and try and try again, but nothing really makes sense, and when I FINALLY figure things out it's way too late. I already got hit and hurt brother.. :skull: I am just a dumb mf I guess idfk ugh..

Ahem.. anyways, here's a little something I wrote while sitting with all that. Hope you like it.

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I feel so lost, without a single map.

Everyone's ahead.

Like there's no means to an end.

No gap.

I try to fit through..

But.. is there anywhere I could fit in through?

People feel like puzzles.

So secretive.

So confusing.

What are their truths?

What are they really choosing?

I try, I fight..

I push my way in..

But maybe I was never meant to fit in.

And honestly...

Do I even want to begin?

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I think this is it. I just felt like letting this all out, chasing what I feel, before going back into the abyss..

Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk xoxo Hope you all take care and to eat enough and hydrate yourselves, peace~