martyr [TW]

general trigger warning.

would God help the one

haunted by a love that fell too deep

would he help the one who looked at life

and still jumped off the cliff

what about the one drowning

fallen to the ocean of obsession

buried in the short lived love

that a knife may bring

would God help the sun realize

that the moon's light is not an answer

but merely the sun's reflection

what would God do

when Achill awakes, in a sea of his blood

and finds that bringing the world to doom

would not return Patroclus to him

what does God think to do

when i wake up, late at night

victim, survivor, martyr all the same

what does he do

when the nightmares wield my blade

what does he do

when they fight over which victim fits best

what does God do

when i fight to pull the blade back

and find it in my chest instead

depression brain rot

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what it feels like to fight against yourself

and lose

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whatever this is