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𝙱𝚘𝚗𝚓𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎!
Bonjour mon chéri, je m’appelle Kota, Ça va? Well I hope it is going well, if not, It’s still wonderful to meet you!
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The things I deal with are by no means to speak for everyone, as these are my experiences and the experiences of others that I know.
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𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠
❀name❀
Kota
❀Age❀
18
❀Zodiac❀
Gemini (moon in Pisces, sun in Gemini)
❀Interests❀
psychology, writing, puzzles, cottage core, board games
❀Favorite color❀
Orange and Lilac
❀Favorite poet❀
Rupi kaur
Wiki Entries (20)
Posts (42) Wall (9)
𝕄𝚘𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚗 ℝ𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎
11/17/22
Lack of freedom
I see a path lay hushed and brushed Filled of leaves and sparkling dust I see the waves roaring high It smells of fear to leave behind Moon light creeps amongst looming trees Like the potential that I could be If only gravity lacked the ability pull me Is there a way? A word? A phrase? Intent...
𝕄𝚘𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚗 ℝ𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎
08/11/22
Pillow thoughts
sheets scrape at the skin piercing sounds of stale air causes hair to raise Wind sends shivers across tapestries Voices barely audible overwhelm the mind like gossip in a middle school playground Cryptic poetry is good poetry Until words lose meaning Brining life to the things that are meaningles...
𝕄𝚘𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚗 ℝ𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎
07/24/22
Video games
Pressing start on this game She oozes out pain and years of vain grew up on jealousy as a form of love She compares and contrasts different traits all the while staring me face to face She claims it’s not a game Despite the way she plays Throwing ive agression And casting manipulation As a w...
𝕄𝚘𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚗 ℝ𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎
05/19/22
Tortured artist
MENTIONS OF SUICIDE Introduction before you read this poem, I wrote this poem because of someone I lost 2 days ago..if you Or someone you know has lost anyone please to reach out. It is never your fault. —————— I woke with rocks as knees and a headache to loud for 3, hearin...
𝕄𝚘𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚗 ℝ𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎
04/27/22
Making her chocolate chip soufflé pankcakes
I often dream of waking in the early morning with the windows open and mist glazing my bedroom Yet it’s not the crisp air that wakes me, it’s the birds that sing their daily tune It’s a romantic fantasy really Most mornings I wake anywhere from 3am to noon and peer into the full fridge that is see...
𝕄𝚘𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚗 ℝ𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎
03/03/22
Ode to the sun, the feelings, and the choices
TW:brief mentions of suicide Say you’re 15, just barely of course and entering what you call “the worst years of your life” and say you never meant to fall in love, you think that kind of thing is bullshit, but that’s cause you think it isn’t understood by people, not cause its gross. All the ...
𝕄𝚘𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚗 ℝ𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎
02/06/22
Androgyny
I am androgyny A person who has highs and lows with different ways to show that I am masculine— I mean feminine. dresses have always been my “thing”..until the age of 10 or no..maybe it’s hoodies, no makeup, hair all over, and a deep voice, but only until I see a pretty girl on the side street as I...
𝕄𝚘𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚗 ℝ𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎
12/15/21
Lazy:a letter to guilt
Dear guilt, Below is a list of of reasons why I am leaving your strife One. You believe me to be useless Two. You seek out what I fear the most Three. You create kingdoms that make me feel small Four. You think that I’m Lazy Is what I tell myself now that I’m grown Lazy You make me feel I didn’...
𝕄𝚘𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚗 ℝ𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎
09/22/21
I’m jealous
. . . I’m jealous You’re going out with your friends again thats not an issue but a problem lies in me wanting to be with you I ask if we could hang out but you need to recharge You say your social battery is low and your “mind is at large, with all the thoughts going on” But I know you well t...
𝕄𝚘𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚗 ℝ𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎
09/02/21
The unnerving feeling of everything
I can’t focus I mean sometimes I can but god forbid you make a sound or move around or whisper to your self I can’t focus Well, I can focus, but how can I when the whole world is to blame but myself the tapping of a pen the sound of the 10 year old fan tha— Squeeeeaakkk i can’t...
𝕄𝚘𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚗 ℝ𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎
08/22/21
11:59pm
The time is 11:59pm A perfect time for my mind to shine I write on little lines that creates a different type of line of sight The time is 11:59pm Summer is coming to an end And yet I haven’t done a damn thing to ease the anxiety that is beckoned The time is 11:59pm As ...
𝕄𝚘𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚗 ℝ𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎
08/12/21
Maybe someday(I ponder)
I ponder of being something great Someone that allows your heart to elate I lay on the bed wondering what would it take to bring us away from this place we call home, home is in your arms but god you could never be more lengths apart I ponder of being someone strong Something that helps you move...
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