Dear guilt,
Below is a list of of reasons why I am leaving your strife
One. You believe me to be useless
Two. You seek out what I fear the most
Three. You create kingdoms that make me feel small
Four. You think that I’m
Lazy
Is what I tell myself now that I’m grown
Lazy
You make me feel I didn’t do enough today nor the day before and nor will I tomorrow
I’m lazy
That’s what I was told by my sister, my father, my mother, my ex-lover
I’m
Lazy
That’s what I tell myself as I crave to sit down from cleaning for 5 hours straight
Lazy
Is what I tell myself after I crave to take a nap after working for 6 long days
Lazy
That’s what I tell myself as i break down in frustration cause I ed only with a gpa of 3.8
I’m lazy
And you hate me for it..
You sit on a throne made of black jealousy and purple sorrow and wear a crown that says “I thrive!” Painted in gold narcissism and child trauma
I often find myself sitting at your feet like a dog because you’re are best at making me feel like a puppy with its tail between its legs and I’m
Lazy
Dear kings and queens of guilt forgive me for being
Lazy
In a world where perfection is chased I don’t think calling a human being lazy is a way perfection is reached
Lazy
Is how you make me feel
Lazy
You feed it to me as if it were my last meal
Lazy
Is the cell used to make sure I feel concealed
Dear guilt,
here is a list of things that I am not
One. I am not useless
Two. I am not controlled by fear
Three. I am not small
Four. I am NOT lazy

(photo not mine, edit by me)
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