Hiatus

I just wanted to say hi to everyone collectively. So Hi.. Here’s Ceci for good luck

Lights The light seems a bit dimmer now, a light bulb losing its power. The strength the light once gave me dims with the light. My hope flickers like the light as it holds onto the last bit of electricity it can find only to dim further as the power dwindles. And then all at ...

なㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡら Perfect Pretty eyes and a pretty smile. God, you make me melt. I see your face and my heart races faster than a marathon runner. I see your name my lips curl into a smile faster than I can think. You’re absolutely flawless in my eyes. I can’t find a sing...

ㅗㅜㅗㅜㅗㅜㅗㅜㅗㅜㅗㅜㅗㅜㅗㅜㅗㅜㅗㅜㅗ Obsessed Sometimes when times get hard I just think of you and everything heals. The cracks patch over, the water stops overflowing, the flames die down. I see your face and feel relief and joy, like a child tasting ice cream for the first time. My in...

으으으으으으으으으으으으으으으으으으 Inevitable I used to fear the inevitable, because.. well.. it was inevitable The feeling of being out of control for bad experience was insatiable It made me question whether to make a decision at all Even if I didn’t, it won’t prolong the fall...

ㄴㄱㄴㄱㄴㄱㄴㄱㄴㄱㄴㄱㄴㄱㄴㄱㄴㄱ All-Nighter The light from the morning sun shines through onto my face, pulling me from the terrors of the night. Damn it, I was up all night again. I run my fingers through my hair, it’s damp from my cold sweats. I ground myself a bit before standing ...

TW: Mentions/Implications of psychosis ㅗㅜㅗㅜㅗㅜㅗㅜㅗㅜㅗㅜㅗㅜㅗㅜㅗㅜㅗㅜㅗ Voices It’s too much, the noise the noise the noise It’s too loud, my eardrums it destroys My heart is racing and I feel like crying I want to calm down, god I’m trying Rocking back and fo...

Fake I used to think you were all there was I thought nothing could be better than you I though the world turned with you ‘cause.. You said you were divine and I thought it was true The image seemed to fade into grayscale the longer I looked How could...

Again Sometime I feel like moments just replay over and over again I watch you ruin someone else’s life like you did mine You sink your claws inside them again Not showing them the monster in the mask behind I trusted you and gave you everything I could ci...

S P R I N G spells Spring. I can make a poem with that! Silent mornings that turn into sunlight filled with birds singing. Pollen floating through the skies, driving my allergies insane. Rainfall lasting hours to bring us pretty flowers in the morning. Intense cold tu...