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𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚗 :seedling:
09/22/22
1. sometimes guns make music
- occasionally i will believe, again in predictions and premonitions, in the way time doesn't quite always flow, like they teach you in school. i'll dream about music and other things that sound like light, a glissando that finishes a thought. but there's someone sitting no...
𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚗 :seedling:
06/08/22
sockfooted; wanting
sometimes i'll suddenly crave the feeling of concrete through the fabric of my socks on my way back after a long day right as i through the park. i'd slow for a moment and then i'd think (the heat of the summer sun baking the winter-cracked pavement ...
𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚗 :seedling:
04/22/21
something (04.22.2021)
it lies in the undertones of your voice, the way you hesitate when you can't decide if it is alright or not to say it out loud- (i've been there before; that may be why i recognize the patterns in your breath with such familiarity) he watches you, quiet. they watch you, careful: ...
𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚗 :seedling:
04/22/21
limbs (03.31.2021)
his arms snake around me and i'm almost surprised when i find that i do not hate it. but rough hair prickles against the back of my neck and i find myself missing the way that even just your presence would give me goosebumps. when he pulls me down against him i silence the thoughts that creep up fr...
𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚗 :seedling:
04/22/21
4. and when i finally say it i do not mean it kindly (03.26.2021)
⋅⋆⋅ in the morning, when i think of you first, a tiny corner of my mind will call you an ocean, will wish to be lost in your depth and infinity, will want to be that sailboat again and brave all your hurricanes and embrace all your beauty. and yet that moment only lasts an instant, becaus...
𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚗 :seedling:
04/22/21
coffee addictions (02.19.20)
- wind rustles the leaves car lights skid across my walls here, i cannot sleep - after 3pm she asked if i drink coffee i hated him then - the sun rises west rambles quietly through clouds i don't see it set - shadow fingers shake there a...
𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚗 :seedling:
02/05/21
(hi.) (02.05.2021)
- (can you hear me?) - (sometimes i want for my words to be smaller than they are. moments i'm driving home with you laughing through the speakers begin to warp and phase swallow me in their music until i'm hiding under the covers and you're the one driving ...
𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚗 :seedling:
11/03/20
prənʌnsieɪʃən. (pronunciation.) (11.03.2020)
/ / i didn't even see you, the first time we met, and neither did you see me; my voice was tinted with desperation and yours i don't even . quietly, we had walked like ghosts, although we were nothing graceful although we were warm, still, and some silent par...
𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚗 :seedling:
10/06/20
still/collisions (10.06.2020)
- sometimes, i fear. and by that i mean i've long grown used to the quiet in tight breaths and thunderous heartbeats echoing in the back of my mind are whispers of a lifetime from which we were ed but do not . wind through your hair, rain and fire a...
𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚗 :seedling:
08/03/20
3. this isn't actually about you but i keep lying (08.03.2020)
⋅⋆⋅ it wasn't always like this, hands shaking and eyes searching for just a hint of recognition, of recollection, a tired thought dragged back out of the quiet lake it was drowned in. there's invisible borders dug into the sand, permanent reminders of everything i (we) need to be. but we ...
𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚗 :seedling:
07/30/20
visceral (07.30.2020)
. .. i'm sorry i'm only bones right now; i can't be the skin and flesh that you need. but blood still runs through these veins and arteries that curve around the cartilage and sometimes the thrumming is the only thing reminding me that my h...
𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚗 :seedling:
05/26/20
2. sometimes i forget what you looked like (05.04.2020)
⋅⋆⋅ i look up and i'm thrown back to a time filled with drowsy mornings and quiet afternoons, clammy hands and shadows on concrete, drowning in this cascade of sounds and repetitions that make me want to shut my eyes for fear of giving in. for a second i forget how to breathe, wheels slid...
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happy birthday! :birthday:
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY (early) BIRTHDAY.
thank you!!!!!!!!
i never realized how pretty your profile is!! 🤧 :yellow_heart:
your photos are *cheff’s kiss* but g o d your poems are amazing!! happy birthday!! :tada: :tada: :two_hearts:
AHH thank you!! technically still a day away where i am but :sob: :sob: tysm :heart:
We've got things in common, stranger! :sunflower: :green_heart: .
..It'd take sometime to read all your poems, and I'm really excited for it!..
Hello btw!
Reply to: c. cυι :seedling:
Thanks! It's in Urdu. From your posts, I got to know your Chinese (maybe). So you wrote in Chinese? That's great! It's a really complicated language tbh.
Reply to: .🇸🇨🇭🇦🇹🇿.
yeah, chinese :) it's super complicated, but i don't want to lose it so we're struggling thru!
Reply to: c. cυι :seedling:
Niiiice-