will i ever be done writing about cassius?

warnings

unhealthy relationship

gross/sickly themes

medical themes

theme of rot

generally mean tone

forgot to post yesterday and broke this amazing daily streak i had. fricken devastating

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you beg for me to just rip the bandaid off,

get this whole thing over with.

and when i finally do,

you kick and scream and beg for a new one.

you pick at your scab, reopening wounds and letting them infect.

you let your wounds fester

and i think

that you just want me to nurse you back to health.

if i don't leave you be,

i fear,

your sickness will take me too.

you will infect me to become the same.

i do not wish to become like you.

keep the bandaid off or let it rot into you.

[jan 3 2023]

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image is from a minecraft event my old friend was in. didn't have the spoons(hah) tonight so i jus picked something vaguely red