I can imagine a rather big chalkboard
Where the witness of all the facts about my life
Are all chalked up, and if you saw it
I'd be so embarrassed.
Tremendously embarrassed.
So, I can imagine this rather big chalkboard
Where the witness of all the facts about my life
Are all chalked up, and if you saw it
It's probably because I brought you there to see it
No matter how embarrassed I was,
And I'd be tremendously embarrassed
I wouldn't erase the chalk.
What do you do if you never came first
in anyone's heart?
You had brothers and sisters and you
didn't come first in your parent's heart
And you didn't come first in your lover's heart
She had fans and a husband
You didn't even make it with your high school crush
Wouldn't you be really embarrassed about that.
It's like, it's gone, I didn't make it, I'm unhappy.
It's embarrassing. You shouldn't make much noise about how
Depressed it makes you because
at least your at the table with some people
and better not be rude.
God becomes kind of empty to me
I don't want to think about someone with
All powerful agency who's best plan is that I'm lonely
I wish I would just become an atheist.
It's embarrassing.
*image not mine found on Pinterest
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