Triggers are chronic pain, diarrhea, eating problems, t issues, and depression from moving.
Hiya fellow guys, gals and non binary pals. As well as my Ace friends. By the way, how is conquering Norway going? Anyways this blog is not going to be talking about strategic takeover of a country that has less of an army then Ace. This is about the hardships I faced 2022.
At the beginning of August I started having chronic digestive problems, but before then and I guess may I started having chronic t problems getting worsened by heat. Sometimes I got to the point where I would be wondering if I'd be able to walk that day. But yeah for the digestive problems sometimes I would feel like not even eating that day. And now I can't even have a hot dogs or anything greasy, I always had some level of problem with greasy foods like I could never have deep fried things all that much. But all the fact that now I can't have hot dogs as well as milk which I've always had a problem with it really limits how much I feel comfortable eating. There have been so many times when I have considered quitting at eating in general just so that I don't feel the intense pain. Now I can't even have hot chocolate without feeling the need to have the runs. It was also during my first semester at a college in person and, I would be in class in pain and not being able to focus.
Then I would be going home still in pain, falling asleep on the county bus. I would be missing my stop every day because of being asleep. Then I'd have to walk back home in the summer heat with my ts feeling like they were basically jelly. Then lay down in my bed and have a nap. I would also use a heating pad to try and get some pain relief.
A few months after that happened in October I started feeling depressed because I was starting to figure out that I would most likely have to move back to Canada without the rest of my family. Just to let you know I am crying while writing this part because it is still affecting me so much. Then again, so is the chronic pain and stuff but at least that stuff doesn't make me cry. It was hard enough moving to a totally different climate and country then what I am used to last year but at least I was moving with my family. This time I don't get my hugs from my mom. I also made a lot of friends at the college I went to and I knew I couldn't do another semester. So I'd basically be crying whenever I went shopping with my mom and got to the cereal aisle. But at least I knew that I was going to be living with my granddad. But I still really feel upset about leaving a college I care about.
I also have breathing problems from when I had covid so that makes it kind of hard too. Now in January 2023 I've also got a back injury.
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