I’m Tired (TW)

Tired of interacting

Tired of relapsing

Tired of responding to your text

Tired of what goes wrong next

From me, they love what they can attain

I’m a fool who never says no, perfect for your gain

But if I was homeless tomorrow, you won’t look my way

If I had nothing, you’d never stay

I’m tired of looking for purpose

Tired of opening up beyond the surface

Disappointment became the norm

Depression became my form

Too numb to cause a storm

Too cold to keep you warm

I’ve been stripped of my soul

All the time and love they stole

Building everyday so I can have a bigger wall

Try to climb and you’ll fall

A rose, but full of thorns

Not an angel anymore, look at my horns

Everyone around me wants a friend

And I want all bonds to end

Not worth it, don’t come near

I really don’t care if you want to be here

Everyone wants someone, but I’m falling in love with being alone

No soulmate bullshit, you’re not the one

I feel confined, and Im struggling to feel

Wounds appear every time the old ones heal

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