I'm sorry, but I'm not over you. ~Poem

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What we had was in the past, but did we have anything at all?

For God's sakes, I couldn't even look at you.

The words I so greatly wanted to say, just couldn't come out of my mouth.

I love you.

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For a second, I believed we had something, something great.

But only from the words of others could I hear the response I so badly wanted to hear from you.

He loves you too.

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Was it just an Illusion? Of course, how could you love me above all people.

And if we even had something beautiful, it's all gone now.

Because, you are now over me, b̶u̶t̶ ̶h̶o̶w̶ ̶c̶o̶u̶l̶d̶

̶I̶ ̶h̶a̶v̶e̶ ̶b̶e̶e̶n̶ ̶o̶v̶e̶r̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶?

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It's true, I created delusions, delusions of loving others.

But it always comes back to you.

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October 26, the day I knew I had something true, something painful, is 5 days away.

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Truly I tell you, it's it may just be a stupid crush.

But to me, it was everything I had.

You were everything I had.

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I was like, "Ima be edgy and write a poem" and that miserably failed. Ig better at just writing down what I feel lmao (and what I feel may just be a poem :flushed: )

Oh my ty for the feature!

I was so confused why this was getting a lot of likes, now I know lol

-Joey/Kat

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