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<3,, max | 19 | they/them | horribly allergic to stupid people
inactive, me on disc at mushrroomguts
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—𝐦𝐚𝐱.
04/05/24
my body, your god.
i want for you to bury me at make-out creek— the bugs will enjoy my body more than you ever did. my rot, they worship. my body, your god. my body, my rot, my blood slips down my skin and pours down my thighs and it’s alright. i knew you’d kill me. man can’t hold god in their fingertips like t...
—𝐦𝐚𝐱.
11/14/23
window.
and at your window you search for the autumn for your harvest to come. you don’t see much, but a whisper of a soul, and moving bodies in the reflection of the glass. really really short poem i wrote to go along w a thing my gf drew last month lol
—𝐦𝐚𝐱.
08/03/23
birdcage.
tw death your ribcage makes room for birds and they peck at your heart and you keep them till there’s no room for us. i take us dancing and you’re like a corpse. dull eyes meet mine—they’re no longer blue. your ribs pop under the pressure, your body is a garden and your heart grows chr...
—𝐦𝐚𝐱.
08/28/22
oh, to he who bleeds gold.
tws religious depiction his own creation; own world, his own fine work of art; something he built up he now tears down with fury and wrath and hatred. "i promise—" he breathed with near uncertainty, "i promise to bring new life. i promise, it shall flourish under my touch." and new life, h...
—𝐦𝐚𝐱.
05/15/22
you smell like dead flowers.
tws talk of death, bugs. you came home, the house was cold but you were colder. your flesh smelled dead but you covered it in wilted roses, wilted and dead yet they matched you perfectly. you came in, crept to my room; petrified lily buds falling from your mouth. maybe you’re lovesick. ...
—𝐦𝐚𝐱.
03/15/22
writing in sand.
you took my hand, held it so tight that it bruised blue. you held it to your chest and held me close, i could hear the sob wrack your chest. i didn’t see tears, though. not ever. i never saw you break - i only heard your shattered voice over the phone. when i saw your face it was never as brok...
—𝐦𝐚𝐱.
12/18/21
you are my sunshine.
_________________ tw death. _________________ oh, oh love. you make life so bright. your eyes, they gleam. they’re made of sundrops and stardust, of all the brightest, most magical things. they’re so golden and beautiful. you’re so beautiful. one day, i’ll see the light lea...
—𝐦𝐚𝐱.
12/09/21
doll eyes.
you always stared at those glassy, emotionless eyes with bliss and wonder. you wonder why your eyes can’t be that pretty. bright green, golden hints. navy blue pupils and shiny white sclera. untouched and unbloodied. no cloudy blue cataracts covering gray eyes. your doll - she’s so perfect...
—𝐦𝐚𝐱.
12/05/21
digital tears.
_______________ tw suicide. _______________ i can’t see the tears that slip down your cheeks, i can only hear your sad sob wrack your chest and get caught in your throat. i can’t wipe your tears away, they spill down your cheeks in a cascade of mournful thoughts. i can’t help ...
—𝐦𝐚𝐱.
10/31/21
one year ago today.
_______________ tw abuse, self-harm, sick thoughts. _______________ i sitting on your couch - the same couch you’d hit me on. i’d sit curled in the corner reading for hours with nothing more to do. when you’d come home you’d berate and hit me till your hands were bru...
—𝐦𝐚𝐱.
10/20/21
hark, for the lord hath not come.
_______________ tw heavily religious themes. _______________ pray, they all say. pray - for the lord almighty will come from the heavens to safe thee - why am i not saved? where are you, my lord? what have i done to push you away so, so far? i pray, hail mary, full of grace, t...
—𝐦𝐚𝐱.
10/19/21
the show.
_______________ tw suicide, death. _______________ come see the show! the radio hosts are here - news station vans near - they’re falling, they’re falling, they’re falling! police cars gather under my window, firefighters ready their net - my lover hangs helplessly out of the bay...
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add me on disc if you want max 🥲 my name is monadeniafidelis </3 no pressure to msg me constantly itd just suck to lose with you
adding you immediately
Your profile is damn exquisitely surreal. :two_hearts: :two_hearts: :sob:
lmao thank you :sob:
lemidoitforyou
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are you gonna eat those tots 🤓 :man: 🏻🦰🦙
JDJSJ
im following an uneven amount of people that’s so bothersome