Your Life is My Comedy

I sit and carefully watch,

Holding back laughs of devilish amusement

A personal play of havoc and chaos

You struggle to make sense of the situation

Thoughts a jumbled mess made from thin string

Knees buckling at the audience’s laughter

Oh, but dear they think it’s all just a show

Isn’t that right, my lovely prince?

I have control over your every move,

Every action, every word you attempt to speak.

But they don’t believe your cries,

Oh, how pathetic they are at best

Perhaps someday you’ll be freed,

When I decide I’m finished with you, of course

I need entertainment

And it so happens to come from your humiliation

You cannot see me dear prince,

You do not know of my existence,

But you know this isn’t natural….

Your face doesn’t redden at the sight of man

Your lips have never desired to be against his

A magic wand I wave for your demise

Grants all these wishes for me to watch

Intently, intrigued at the outcome of my selfish inclinations

The world is our perfect play place

I the director, and you the actor

How I love watching you twitch

Desperately needing a safe haven of your own

The way you silently plead with your eyes

It sets me on fire every damn time

But the way that you cry after a ruined performance,

The way you scream after a failed test,

It brings me more amusement ruining your life

By sabotaging your very being

By destroying any chance of connection with others

It is just you and me my dear prince

Today you will walk the streets to a nearby cafe

We both know he will be there

We both know you want something more

Now is my chance to demolish your will

Corrupt everything you’ve worked toward

How ever would you recover from such shame?

Your very body will house all of your misery

My amusement settles in

Making your mind its home to flourish

However so you are my plaything,

I must thank you for involuntarily taking on the role

For allowing me to sabotage your life

Through embarrassing you on dates,

In the classroom,

In the work place,

Everywhere.

The events of your existence simple props

Props to add to the comedy play I put on for me.

And only me

To enjoy with a smile.

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