it's been quite a long time but I really wanted to post something so here it is!
There are times
when I miss being by your side
but it's my pride
that keeps my tied
down to my bed,
where my phone
on the bedside
is too far of a distance
'it's just another excuse
a rather lame one
I it and overuse
but if it's you
we're running from,
I'll choose
the same option
again and again
because we know how it ends
so when there are times
I miss having
someone to call
someone to overshare
my everyday thoughts
I'll look back to you
and thank God
I'm through
and done
with you.
because we all know how it ends,
I don't actually miss you,
it's the feeling
of being in love
that I crave of
and above all,
it's the lonely ache
I want to fill
so for my sake,
I lie awake
away from my phone
in case I try
and take another chance
drunken by
late night sentiments
and heart break songs
I pray
my pride stays strong
and carries on bravely
forever afraid
that one day
I'll make the wrong choice again
and send a lonely text
to you
my ex,
"I miss you."
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