A Pretty Time Bomb( :yellow_heart: Yellow :yellow_heart: )

Mentions of suicide and cursing

You love me so much

Yet I know that I'm too much

You give me a small touch

And I move away in a rush

You look at me and wonder why

But I'm too shy to tell you why

You try to hug me

And I tell you that you're bugging me

You hang your head in shame

While I sit there in pain,

Knowing what I did was insane

You to give me a kiss

And I rage into a fit

You sit there and take,

Saying that you'll do better

When I should be saying that

I'm fucked up

Yet you still put up me

You stay with me

You still say you love me

Even though I'm horrible human being

I want you to go away

But it's hard to say

Deep down I know I love

That's why I don't want you near me

I'm not right

I don't want to hurt you

But I feel like it's only a matter of time

I'm fucked up!

Get away from me!

Go away before something happens to you!

I can't live with myself knowing that I hurt you!

I'm bomb.

And I don't want you to be caught in the blast

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