I've been avoiding this day of the challange once again. But at least because I didn't like to work with divination tools lately and because I thought I knew about my problems. So I thought I could use this possability to try out a new set of oracle cards I got ('Heal Yourself Reading Cards' by Inna Segal).
All in all, I were not too surprised by its results but they match my condition.
My Inner Child wants to get expressed more but I don't allow myself to do too much fun stuff. Hence, I feel the energy of the Wild in me because these energies still need to get released and my Inner Child to get sated - else it will rebel.
I've been neglecting or demonizing my beauty and limited my progress in many things by procastinating (as with the challenge? :p), which is why I need to let go of it.
What I should embrace more is my consciousness about the things I learn voluntarily and my studies (as I would interpret the 'How teachable are you?'-card).
I have problems to receive help from above for the reason that I need to get through the stage right now without the intervention of my Spirits.
I should evelop more self-care in the matter of love. I would interpret it that way that I should keep my heart more open and share my love in a more authentical way for me. If I won't do this, I will sell myself out. So far it sounds quiet logic here. XD
If I am able to make a change and consider these aspects more, I will be able to let go of a big burden that keeps hindering me in my progress.
The advice of the Spirits is to engage myself more in alchemy - I guess the Spiritual one is meant here but the most current Shadow Work progress I did was already a big alchemic act (see my last post for details).
All things considered, it told quiet well what is going on with me although I have been aware of some of these aspects already. At least the Inner Child was a bigger surprise as I thought the problem would be more in the mental line and not the physical one.
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