Writing about you...

I'm tired of writing about you

Everytime I put my pencil to the paper

Your name is the one thing I write

Your curly red hair and dark eyes

Are the only things I see

No matter how hard I try

All I ever do

Comes right back to you

Every sentence and syllable

All of my words and thoughts

It's always about you

I don't understand why

We're over, we've been over

For months now

You left ages ago

And yet every sentence, every word

Is still all about you

Even now that I know the truth

I still for some reason

Can't rid my mind of you

All of the lies you told me

Every moment we spent together

It's all still there

Begging to be written about

I'm tired of this

Of all of this

The constant pain

Knowing I wasn't good enough for you

Knowing you wanted more from me

More that I wasn't willing to give just yet

So you left me and went to her

Because she was ready

And more than willing

To give you everything

Here I go again...

Writing about you

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