Tw//Isolation,mentions of burning
You seemed pretty hellbent in keeping me around,
Initially,
Saying I better visit you from my university,
But in the span of a week I’ve just been tossed aside,
I'm the second best person you turn to when there not there I know I’m a stickler for time and I’m an anxious mess who worry’s too much but it’s because I care,
But maybe I’m just annoying.
And I brush it off like dust on a windowsill but deep inside me there is a lead weight,
It’s happened again and I wonder,
Why I keep trying again and again to make friends with people who don’t want me,
You talk like forever but you cast me out the next week.
we started out as a three and you asked me if I was going to the canteen even on days you know I had my lunch with me because I wanted me there I introduced you both,
On the floor gushing over a book,
And now I see you together wondering what I did for you to kick me away.
You would ask if I was coming with or you auto assumed.
I was involved in your conversations and now I’m invisible did I ever exist at all.
I have to shout a metre apart to be heard and my words fall on deaf ears.
So we're here again huh ,
Your lucky the two remaining people value your existence,
There like a cooling balm to a burn,
But the burn just aches after a while
People find better than you,
Your not good enough are you?
You could never be enough,
Why would yourself ever be enough.
They like me that’s a constant.
Even your childhood friends moving away.
Everyone’s going.
Maybe your the problem
They won’t have to deal with you much longer anyway.
Isolation welcomes you
Welcome home.
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