Here

I enjoy you when you’re here,

But hate you when you’re away.

I know it’s hard to hear,

But I just don’t know if I can stay.

You are everything I wanted,

Or, at least, what I thought I did.

Every day I’m haunted,

By my dreams from when I was a kid.

I envisioned a wonderful boy,

Whose characteristics were smart and funny.

One that brings me joy,

And nicknamed me honey.

I thought that this would be the life where I would belong,

Now I just don’t know where I went wrong.