i just keep finding myself
in a frozen desert of words
i never said
in the moments i should have
despite having so much to say
there's never a word i can say
about what matters
to me
when it feels
like i could be swallowed whole
into the sinkholes
that occur in my mind
past 3 am
with the words that were left on me
weighing me down
if only i was that way
if only i did better
if only i did not leave
each tying a knot
entangled into my arteries
and even if i try to find air
on a rooftop past midnight
with the moon phasing out
or by dawn, with the sun
wiping of any remains
of the darkness that exists in me
only superficially
while i bleed internally
a pool of empty thoughts
now filling up my lungs
and as i suffocate
with my baggage
i wonder
why did i not just say it.
excuse this trash
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Comments (3)
the last stanza is :ok_hand: 🤩🤩 the poetry goddess strikes the hearts of us mortals yet again 🤗
for the participation in this challenge, i've prepared coins and custom titles - so if you'd like to claim your title, just let me know what it should be (and in which color) :relieved:
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I'll let you know when I get one :sweat_smile:
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