{{COMMITTING TO BEING TRASH}}
refer to this post
Now, because I'm too riled for my own good, I have to write something actually about my son. I actually don't know what to write so here's a short story(it's supposed to be an audio recording) about another the experience of good ol Eli. I'm a monster.
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Everyday is cutting frogs after frogs open, again. The days have turned grayer and I'm not sure if it's the sky or me. It's so weird.
The ocean is ing by. Is it supposed to be calming? I guess it sort of is-Oh wait, let me turn this off.
Click.
Hey! Yuki check this! Huh?! You don't want to..? Okay! Hi, I'm Elizabeth. This is my feeling log. Today is my birthday in 1990! Ahh, okay, I'm turning this off again.
Click
Mmmm....Dr Kischner has been giving me more pills, he thinks there's something wrong with me. My mum and dad said no, I still think they're right. Weird things people have been feeling lately. The sky is gray again.
Click
I went back to frog cutting on Dr Kischner's advice. I should hate him, I think I would hate him, but there isn't anything to it. I feel less since he gave me those pills. I would be sad if this happened, but I never have felt that way. Dr Kischner told me to try this as ways to connect with myself. I'm going to stop going to him tomorrow.
Click
Last log. The sky is red and I should feel sad or something. Eddie is saying something about putting him down. I do feel something though, almost sympathy. I still can't feel it but I can imagine it. Poor Dr Krischner, I heard his car was squashed last week. However so, things just happen, I can't help it. The knife Eddie's gf gave me is pretty cool though. Another tornado is going to hit Dr Krishner's town tomorrow. I want him to not be too upset, because then I HAVE to be upset too. He calls me weekly now, tomorrow is this week's turn. I think that "me" would hate it. Yeah, that's about it. Oh shit. That poor thing is here again. I wish he didn't always see me. Ah. Oh god fucking shit Eddie, are you always this stupid? That's cute~
{{recording one cut one}}
I can't feel anything. Dr Krischner has blocked my number, he said I was a terrible friend and patient. Was I supposed to? Eddie really is stupid, he thinks something of me. I almost feel sorry for him, well, I can imagine what pity is. Oh, and I got a frog as a farewell gift from Dr Krischner. I've stopped cutting them since I know. Oh, and today is my turn to prepare dinner. Eddie is going home to his girlfriend and sister, and Yuki is too busy to come back. It's not as bad as my neighbours make it sound, I don't mind it at all. Today is video game day, sucks that today is also my chore day.
Click.
{{recording one end}}
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Welp, feel free to ask any plot related questions and I may or may not answer you! I leave you with only one question though, is this entire recording truthful or not?
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