Why is it?

Why is it that I go unnoticed?

It seems to be that It's okay to treat me horribly.

I treated you the same way one time.

and it seems that I'm the shit person here.

I'll just bite my tongue instead.

I'm used at your own advantage.

My feelings don't matter do they?

Oh I love you you're so amazing.

Do you feel this way because I'm nice?

Because what I have to say could ruin you?

I'm never noticed. I'm invisible.

Why is it that everyone wants to treat me like shit?

Why is it that I could be gone for days.

Not a single person notices.

If I disappeared and never came back would you notice?

Or would you think we just drifted apart?

It feels like I don't matter.

Tell me the truth darling.

Do I matter to you?

If I do. Why did you treat me this way?

I see you leave me on read. I see you online.

I'm ignored. I throw my phone out of anger.

I realize you couldn't give a damn.

I'm just a tool for you to use.

I've reached my breaking point.

I cried for the first time today in months.

You know how bad it is when you're sobbing

Before you even go to school?

And even being on the bus

bending down burying your face

Into your knees so people won't ask

"What's wrong why are you crying?"

8 am and I've already been crying for over an hour.

Nobody around to pick up the pieces.

I just remain silent because nobody cares.

Why is it that nobody seems to care?

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