sunken.

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trigger warning.

why?

it’s the only question i know

from the time i let you go

the day you said good bye

a part of me inside died

you let go and whisked away

i didn’t even have time to say…

you left me behind

and my world flipped to side

but you were gone

and so was i

i wondered if you thought of me

the friendship we had

and what we could be

or the plans we had to meet

i hoped you see me and rethink

maybe i could make you believe

i could flip the script and plan

and instead you’d hold my hand

you’d stay and life could’ve be

any perfect thing we dreamed

then i could make you see

you didn’t need to leave

but you left and you lied

and you’re not by my side

you left me alone

in the dark and the cold

you’d said you’d save me

how you’d be my lifeguard

when i was too scared to swim

you’d save me from drown

but you’ve left me now

and i’ve sucked deep

questioning why you

weren’t mine to keep

now i’m drowning alone

but you’re not by the phone

gone and away

like a tossed skipping stone

yet even after this times ed by

i still begin to question why

what i did which led to this

and do you miss..?

and i wonder if one day we’ll meet

by then would you recognize and greet?

or have i reached defeat

and lost all chance to speak

even if so i hope you know

i want to hate you

yet i can’t and you know

but i didn’t get to say

i love you…

when you left that day