I can't help but love her. She is beautiful from her hair to her feet and I can't get enough of her. I dream about her, most of my thoughts are about her. But does she feel the same about me?
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It is dark outside as I walk into school, keeping my eyes glued to my phone, hoping for her to text me. I am re-reading the text she had sent me days ago, the one I have read over and over.
Liz- Good morning sunshine
It makes my heart pound everytime I read it, my love for her expanding. I smile reading it, picturing her saying it to me, but it's a problem. I don't even know if she likes girls. Unlike most of my crushes, her sexuality is a mystery to me.
I shove all of the thoughts away as I enter the
cafeteria, waiting for school to start. Ella enters the room with her girlfriend Em. I smile and wave, but I can't help feeling a wave of loneliness wash over me upon seeing the two.
"Hey Jess!" Ella exclaims, sitting down across from me, Em sitting beside her.
"Hi." I reply, still looking at my phone.
"Omg I have so much homework to do." Em groans, pulling her binder out of her bookbag.
"Same." Ella reply, pulling out a similar binder.
"I already did mine." I say and smile at them.
"Really? Since when do you do homework Jess?" Ella asked, slightly laughing.
"I was bored okay. And since when do you not do yours?" I asked.
"Last night I fell asleep while on the phone with Em." She said and laughed along with Em.
"That must have been interesting for Em to be talking to no one." I said, smiling a little. I couldn't help it, the pair made me feel happy.
"Whatever." Em said, rolling her eyes. I laugh and turn back to my phone.
I watch them talk and do homework, acting adorable as always. I close my eyes and imagine Liz, smiling and laughing when I joke. I picture the shimmer in her brown eyes when she talks and the way her blonde hair flows when she runs. Then my phone vibrates and I quickly pick it up.
Liz- Lexi's not here. Can I sit with u 2day?
Jessica- Of course. 3rd table in the middle.
I smile and look up, seeing her enter the room. She is wearing skinny blue jeans that capture and a white flowy t-shirt. Her hair is down, flowing in soft curls. She has a silver choker on around her neck. She has a black braclet on her wrist.
"Do you mind if Liz sits here?" I ask, even though I know the answer.
"She can sit here anytime!" Em and Ella exclaim before going back to their homework.
I watch as Liz sits down, smiling softly at me. I can't help but notice how white her teeth are and the cute dimples that appear. I feel butterflies flying around in my stomach, making my palms sweat and my face turn slightly pink.
"Thanks for letting me sit with you guys. I actually have something to ask." She says, picking at her nails.
"Yeah?" I ask, trying to seem uninterested.
"So you guys are all gay right?" She asks.
"Well, sort of. We are all pansexual." I answer as Em and Ella look up and smile.
"What's that?" Liz asks.
"We like all genders." Ella answers.
"Well..... I've been questioning my sexuality lately. And I was wondering if you guys could help me." She said, her voice trailing off.
"Of course!" We all answered.
Later that day
Liz- I know i'm not asexual or aromantic.... so I have something to ask u.
Jessica- yeah ask away
Liz- will u be my gf?
Jessica- of course!!
Liz-that's so great.
Liz- i've wanted to ask you for a long time...
Jessica- i've been hoping you would ask for a long time
Liz- luv u
Jessica- luv u 2
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