My friend

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So I’ve got a friend, like I generally mean a friend.

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She says the wrong things when she doesn’t mean too, like she’s trying her hardest to change but it doesn’t seem to be good enough.

I mean I’m talking about my friend.

She cries herself to sleep almost every night, she tries and tries and it never seems to be enough.

She always does or says something wrong.

She doesn’t mean too of course, it’s just the way she says things but because of this she feels like everyone is getting sick of her.

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So my friend, I mean my friend, I’m really close with her. She speaks to me most of the time at night, when she’s alone. When her heart is breaking and she doesn’t know what to do.

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She spends her nights wondering if she’s ever enough.

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My friend has had a rough past I give her that, It doesn’t excuse her for the way she was or has been, but she’s been through a lot.

She can’t help but feel she’s breaking apart when she’s trying to get better.

She tells me that she can spend days being fine but then she gets the thoughts.

The thoughts which won’t go away.

As she thinks she’s getting better the thoughts come back and ruin her hopes of getting better.

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she deserves a chance, just give her a break.

My friend tells me that, everyone deserves a second chance, so where’s hers?

My friend feels like, all she ever does is upset and hurt people, even though she can’t see how she does it.

She is trying to get better, but it feels like no matter what she does, she can’t do anything right.

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i tell her everyday that it’ll get better eventually and that I love her, and not to let the thoughts win.

But it’s hard with my friend, she’s always so happy, you can’t tell that this is how she feels.

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She’s perfect to me