Mar

Hey my love, this is for you!

Mar you’re honestly the only person in my life that I know would be there for me always. No matter how hard things get for us in person, we can rely on each other to keep each other sane. You say that I help you stay, but the thing is I need you Mar. You’re the sister that I never had, and I will miss that bond if you decide to leave. As Lana Del Rey has once said, “but you fit me better than my favorite sweater”. I like to think that you are my other half, that you make me whole again. Sometimes I think about the future, and all I know is that you are in it. When I think about the future I think about when you will have kids and have that huge ass house you want. Even though I don’t want kids, I would be a third parent to your kids without a thought. I would spoil them with my love and money :p and I would teach them to be a badass just like their mother. Even though I know that it will be a while until I meet you, I will make it happen no matter what because I have to thank you and say that I love you in person. I love you Mar, even though saying it in person would make it much better.

When I first met you I was just really confused. You knew the others in our friend group first before meeting me. And I just being confused as to why you were our friend or as to how you even met the others. I don’t really when we first talked but I know that you were a mess when I first talked to you, and that you made my week better. I realized then and there that no one could replace you, because you are one of a kind Mar. Everything else that happened after that has proved to me that you are only one who will stay. A lot of our friends from last year have moved on and left, and there are only a few of us left like Doll, Xan, Jo, Caesar, Nash, Jen, Ellie, and Vivian. Then we met the others like Napa, Cloudy, Beryl, Calix, and Alina. But even with all of them, I still know that you would stay, so thank you Mar, for staying and being my friend.

Your patience to listen to what people say: Your heart thats filled with comion and empathy; Your warm and approachable attitude. Mar you would cry for anyone that has faced a lot in their life and would be there for them, you would also stand up for them or call out anyone who is not doing anything for them. This is what makes me look up to you Mar, because you are strong enough to fight for what you believe in. Even with your limitations you still find a way to try and help. It is also why I believe that one day you will be able to do something so great and change a lot of peoples lives. You just need to believe in yourself and move past those limitations. But if you dont, I will remind you daily that I believe in you, that should be enough to get you started.

I love you Mar.