feather.

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trigger warning.

there’s days i wanna call out

mama, i have a crush

but i know in the end

she’d tell me to just hush

and as the sun shines down

i wonder why it doesn’t make a sound

why the wind chimes chime

and the rain pitter patters

but the sun doesn’t hum

in the warm happy weather

and the snow doesn’t whisper

like the nights i wished better

while the snow starts to gleam

and the heat starts to glow

the rain doesn’t shine

but give a dark show

and here i wonder why it’s never the same

why i could never look you the same way

as i see you and wish you were mine

but knowing you’d look past my eye

because it’s darling and dear, angel of mine

but bestie and friend that you use to define

and when i see you i wonder how it could be

imagining if you thought the same as me

and it’s been on my mind

all day and all night

as i wait for you to wake

until i fall asleep

it’s here i wish you were mine to keep

and while conan called her heather

this girl reminded me of a feather

so soft and sweet, gentle to the touch

yet just out of reach in the blowing hush

if only you knew

but if the wind blew

i don’t know what i’d do

but i wish i could just say

i love you…