Dear Future Me | A Letter To Myself Challenge

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Here's my entry for the #LetterToMyselfChallenge.

TW: Eating Disorders/Self Harm

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∙ ──⋅•⊰∙∘ 𝙳𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝙵𝚞𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝙼𝚎 ∘∙⊱•⋅── ∙

hey bb, are you doing alright? i honestly can't imagine a future where i'm not miserable, but i hope things have gotten better for you.

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i got our name changed at school recently. do you still go by ryan? if not, what's your new name? oh, and have you gotten top surgery yet? for my ribs and shoulders sake, i hope you have.

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how many days clean are you? i think we're at a little under a month right now.

any more hospitalizations? i know i swore i wouldn't go back but shit happens sometimes. if you did get committed again i hope you got to go to a different psych ward at least.

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this question is kind of out of line with the others... but how skinny are you? i probably weigh like 150 right now but i'm too scared to check. i know it's wrong but i hope you weigh less than i do now. i hope you reached our goal weight.

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oh, do you have a girlfriend? if so, what's she like? and are you friends with any of the same people as right now? i hope you finally ditched jordan.

is scooby still alive? if she isn't, did you get a new cat or dog? just thinking about her dying makes me really fuckin sad.

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whatever has happened, i hope you're happy, future me. good luck with the rest of your life bb.

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