:no_mouth: — choked silence ˎˊ˗

Hey, it is I; Erdenay. Today I came up with something aka.. this. Hope you enjoy this little mess. If the title didn't give it away this is rather dark so be warned.🏌🏻‍♂

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Everyone looks at you,

And wishes your downfall,

As they smile at you,

Through their lying mouth.

Is it normal,

To not understand who is at fault?

Is it okay to blame yourself,

When there's no-one accepting the fault?

So misunderstood.

So lost.

Think I finally have lost it,

Don't know who's in control.

To love, or to be loved,

That's what we want.

But are we a narcissist,

If everyone wants to talk and to be heard?

Navigating through life,

Though there is no map.

Running away,

But from who or what?

Make them shut up.

Make them look away.

Everyone is looking and talking,

Not knowing who they are forcing back.

Make them shut up,

Before it is too late.

Make it stop, please.

Please, before he comes out to wreck.

I can't breathe anymore,

Feeling myself slip away.

What is going on or who I am,

Will never give away.

I feel my walls crashing,

Crumbling apart,

As they stare,

Far apart.

Everyone talks, talks, and talks,

As if they know

What's going on

Inside one's soul.

As if they know.. who's in control.

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While writing this I was listening to some nice music by Open Boundaries. Ngl inspired me quite well. Life isn't perfect, so why do we need to stick to rules while creating something artistic, right?🧍🏻‍♂Peace y'all. :eyes: