Hey ladies, gents, nb pals, and whatever you identify yourselves as. I am back with another story (ish?) I created once again. I like pouring my heart out like this; I think it is fun asf.
So BUCKLE UP cause here we go.
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TW: Sensitive Topics, Emotional Distress, Mental Health Struggles
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He is staring into the distance, letting the stormy rain soak his body and his broken wings. He doesn't what he was created as: a devil or an angel?
The wind pushes harder, biting into his skin, sending a chilling feeling through him, reminding him how truly lonely he is. Each breath he takes makes the next harder, his lungs aching.
He closes his eyes, taking a deep breath as his mind spirals further, reminding him of the one he hurt the most.
Making him hate himself more.
He doesn't know what makes someone evil or what makes someone good.
He only knows that he hurts, despite not wanting to. He hurts, even though the guilt and regret eat him alive.
He takes a shaky breath and opens his eyes, staring at his trembling hands.
He feels completely lost and broken. The ones he has met hurt him and didn't feel bad about it. The ones who hurt him never felt regret. They never felt guilt.
If they are evil, what does that make him? If he was meant to be evil, why does he feel bad about everything?
Another breath. Then an arrow pierces through him, sending him stumbling back. He turns toward where the arrow came from: a silhouette that resembles himself.
He stares for a while, watching as the arrow fades away, like it was never real to begin with.
He swallows a breath as he falls to his knees, his wings broken, the storm wrapping around him.
He doesn't know what to do, whether to keep fighting, so lost, and continue hurting the one he loves the most, or to let the storm take him away forever, offering him the peace that feels more like a fake escape.
But is it for him or for the one he loves the most?
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And this is it thank you for reading. I appreciate you and I want you to take care of yourself well enough..
:angry: OR ELSE :triumph: :gun:
*spraying you and myself with a water gun* :unamused:
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Comments (9)
Beautiful piece once again
Reply to: ˖ . ݁⊹ ٬٬𝓐𝓻𝔂𝓪 . ִ ۫ ּ˖⊹
And I am just being an honest mf :relieved: It is true frfr 🙂🙃
Reply to: 𝗘𝗿𝗱𝗲𝗻𝗮𝘆
You're so romantic lately x
Reply to: ˖ . ݁⊹ ٬٬𝓐𝓻𝔂𝓪 . ִ ۫ ּ˖⊹
Or just being an honest idiot who is head over heels for you 🥰 just saying~ :smirk:
You actually know English I'm surprised
Ofc I do omfg 🥴 I used to know it in C1 level or whatever tf for uni exam and shi mf :sob: 🖕🏻
The proof x now I am going back into the abyss once again for a while x3