A Rough Start [Pt. 1]~ 𝓟𝓸𝓮𝓶 𝓢𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓼

ᴳᴿᴱᴱᵀᴵᴺᴳˢ ᴾᴿᴱᶜᴵᴼᵁˢ ᴹᴼᴿᵀᴬᴸˢ

edιт~ ιғ тнιѕ geтѕ тo ѕιхтy lιĸeѕ ι’ll мeѕѕage нer and мayвe ѕend a lιnĸ тo тнιѕ :>

edιт 2~ oн no

ι’м dead

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“...ғroм waтer тo ιce; ғroм a grιn тo a ғrown; ғroм a warм нearт тυrnѕ a ѕcowl...”

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”ιт ιѕ ι, deмιgod ѕнy, and ι aм нere тo ѕнare wιтн yoυ ѕoмeтнιng worтн wнιle ι’ve вeen worĸιng on”

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*soft ruffling of fabric*

*clears throat*

”recenтly мy lιғe нaѕ вeen a мeѕѕ.”

“ι loѕт one of мy вeѕт ғrιends тнιѕ ѕcнool year and ιт нaѕ тaĸen a вιg тoll oυт oғ мe..”

”ѕнe waѕ мy aвѕolυтe ғavorιтe perѕon and ѕтιll ιѕ.. ѕнe recenтly мoved laѕт weeĸend and нaѕn’т ѕaιd a word тo мe aвoυт ιт.”

”and ι.. ι мιѕѕ нer ѕo ѕo мυcн.”

”noт вecaυѕe ѕнe мoved тo a dιғғerenт ѕтaтe,, вυт вecaυѕe ι gradυally loѕт мy ғrιendѕнιp wιтн нer aғтer one oғ мy ‘ғrιendѕ’ тold нer aвoυт... мy ғeelιngѕ... ιn ѕepтeмвer.”

*static*

”and ι ĸnow deep down ι loѕт нer вecaυѕe oғ мe and мy doιngѕ. ι мade тнιngѕ awĸward, ι ѕтopped тalĸιng тo нer, ι ѕтopped gιvιng нer нυgѕ.. and all oғ тнιѕ нaѕ caυѕed мe paιn and depreѕѕιon.”

*laughter*

”ιт’ѕ ғυnny нow мυcн one perѕon coυld ιмpacт anoтнer. нere ι aм cryιng every ѕιngle day jυѕт вecaυѕe oғ wнaт one perѕon ѕтarтed...”

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”ѕo.. υн, enoυgн oғ тнaт, тнιѕ ιѕ my original unedited poeтry ι’ve вeen wrιтιng ѕιnce тнaт нappened. ιт’ll coмe ιn parтѕ ғroм нere.”

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”I call it ‘ғroм ιce тo waтer and вacĸ ‘ ... enjoy.”

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”ι wanт тo ѕcreaм, ι wanт тo cry

тнoυgн ι нave no reaѕon wнy.”

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”мy тearѕ тυrn тo ιce,

wнen тнe darĸ cloυdѕ нιde мy lιgнт.

тнιѕ ιѕ all aвoυт тнaт ѕenѕeleѕѕ gιrl,

wнen мy eмoтιonѕ jυмвle υp, тwιѕт, and cυrl.

ι’ve loѕт мyѕelғ, υnder тнe мoon,

pιeceѕ oғ мy ιdenтιтy, нelpleѕѕ, ѕтrewn.

ғor now, тнaт ιѕ all тнey are, loѕт тo тнe wιnd, нopιng тo вe ғoυnd agaιn.”

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”тнoυgн ι cannoт deny тнeѕe тнιngѕ ι ғeel, wнen ι ѕтare ιnтo нer ιcey вlυe eyeѕ.

ι wonder ιғ ι waιт, мy нearт wιll ѕтarт тo нeal тнe вroĸen wнιмperѕ нeard вeneaтн мy crιeѕ.

υnтιl тнen, ι wιѕн ғor мy ѕυғғerιng тo coмe тo an end.

ι jυѕт need нer тo вe мy ғrιend.”

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”ғroм waтer тo ιce

ғroм a grιn тo a ғrown

ғroм a warм нearт тυrnѕ a ѕcowl...”

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