2 Year Anniversary!

Two years of my life here already! Time has completely flown by. I cannot believe that I've been here so long!

Unfortunately I didn't have enough time to get everyone, so I heavily apologise. If anyone who I know very well would like something said in PMs, please ask. ^^`

Where do I even begin. Well. In 2 years, a lot has changed for me. For everyone actually. In those two years, I've come to with my own sexuality, now okay and understanding what Asexual really means. I've made close friends, and I've lost some other friends. Many people here have changed the way my life has turned out. In those 2 years, I've healed from my past. I've found a way to be happy again, and for the first time in my life, I got a bloody boyfriend! Who the heck knew that would happen! Btw hi baby. ^^

In this post, I am going to go into reasons why I love each and every one of my very close friends, well wait. Nah, I've been here long enough. Each and every reason I love my extended family. Y'all accepted and helped me when I had nobody, and you've done more for me than I've let you know. So from the absolute bottom depth of my heart, thank you. <3

First up(obviously) is my dear beloved. Aka Little Ghost, or as I call him, Buggy. Babe.. oh gosh where do I even start. Look I won't go into full detail here, as that would take up this entire blog post, but if you ever wanna know just ask mkay? But alright! Angel, we met less than a month ago, and instantly I knew deep down in my heart, you were the one. At first, I was scared to love you, as those I've loved in the past have hurt me deeply, or I hurt them. I know sometimes I'm over the top, I'm very dramatic, and I'm demanding of you, and for that, I'm sorry. But darling.. you stole my heart from the minute you said you wanted to calm my anxiety. And while yeah that was very ambitious, it was sweet. Darling I love you beyond the moon and stars. Being away from you makes me feel lonely. Because you're my sunshine, you brighten up my life by just being a part of it. I know we're both new to being in a relationship, but I know that we have a connection deep down in our hearts. I never want you to think you need to do more for me, and I never want you to think I don't love you. Cuz I do. I'm more than sorry you had to go through what you did, but know you're not gonna be alone anymore. You got me to talk to, ya got Cas, you got everyone. We all love you. I'm not gonna put you on a pedestal like I have been doing, but just know that I will always be here for you if you need me, and I never once doubted you love me. Now keep being cute, I love it. X3 <3

Foxxy. Oh my lanta honey you are the brother I never got to have. You've done have done so so much to help me when I needed you the most. You've been there for me through the highest highs and the lowest lows. Sweetie, I know you've been having a hard time lately, and I'm so so sorry to see you so tired and down. Just know that absolutely no matter what, I will always love and accept you for who or what you are. You are the one person I can turn to for whatever I need. You have been there to love and protect me from the bad times, and you've been there to cheer me on in the best times. I know we are not blood related, but I want you to know. I consider you a part of my family. You have been there for me through everything. Every high, and every low, you have helped me through it, and become a part of who I am today. To me you're like my brother/sibling, and I trust you with a whole heart. I love you so so so so so so much. I totally wanna be the maid of honour at your and Aidey's wedding. ;)

But seriously Fox. You are someone who is an absolute blessing to me. You have done so much out of love for me, and I could not ask for a better extended brother/sibling. Couldn't and would never. <3

Onto Foxxy's true love, one of my favourite idiots here, Aiden. *Inhale*

BOI.

I am grateful to you for one major thing. That you came into Foxxy's life, and you make him happy. I know that with you, I can be more of myself, and you won't care. I wish you'd stop yeeting yourself into things. -_-

You have done so much to help Foxxy, you've understood my crazy mind, and you've been a good friend when Fox wasn't around to help me. I do honestly consider you like a brother to me. Just, Boi. Stop trying to yeet yourself into pits of sneks or off a cliff. When we first met, you were very aggressive, and you intimidated the frick outta me. Cuz you talked about how much you wanted to bang your head on (or punch a hole in) a wall. Then slowly but surely you started showing a much sweeter side of yourself and you seemed to become just a lil bit happier. I've really enjoyed getting to talk to you and see you grow. Just keep being yourself and best of luck for the next few years of school. ^^

Pirate/Pi. Girl. You are the voice of reason in this Amino. We love you soooooo much. I know that at first, we didn't get along, but I've seen you slowly start to come out of your shell. I know you probably don't think you had one, and girl I love you, but ya did. When we first met, yeah ya came across a bit brash and rudely blunt. Then as I started talking to you more and getting to know you, you are absolutely one of the sweetest people I have ever met. You are so understanding and wise to me. In my eyes, you are absolutely someone I look up to. Whenever I am having a bad day, I know that when I talk about it, you're there to give a listening ear and knock some sense into me when I need it. We may not completely get along all the time, but girl I look up to you in so many ways. The brilliant way you write your OCs and plots, the stories you seem to come up with, how much detail and thought you put into everything. It's one of the reasons I respect you so much. I know you don't like compliments, due to how they only boost one's ego but seriously, believe me when I say you are the wise older sister I never got to have. I love you to pieces. <3

Onto another lovable idiot here, Aahim! Aahim, my dood. You are bloody hilarious. There are many times I've needed a pick me up, and before I can even ask you come up with these gosh darn puns and jokes that make me crack up in a fit of giggling. I know I can sometimes seem a bit harsh, and I'm sorry for that, but do know I don't do it to insult you or anyone for that matter, that's legitimately how I learned to show affection. I honestly think the jokes and drawings you can come up with are just.. bloody brilliant. You have some super serious potential for greatness in ya, please never give up on that! ^~^

Onto our resident bada** girl, Skelly! Girl. Honey sugar sweetie. You say I humble you, but seriously if anything you make me feel humble. You've been through so much, you've been put through Hell and still managed to be your awesome self. I know I shouldn't talk about the story you told me and Bug, so I won't unless you say so, but just know that I think you're one of the absolute best people to ever exist, like, ever. I look up to you so much, and I know you can kick butt at whatever you're planning to do next. Don't you dare ever feel like giving up, and know that I will be here if you ever need to vent or distract yourself, I promise. ^^