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𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦 ⤾·˚

𝐓𝐄𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑 — ☾

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑 — Gray

𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐌 — unknown

𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 — bxb, bxnb

𝐀𝐕𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐀𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘 — open

𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 ⤾·˚ ༘

mentions of daddy issues, mommy issues, implied homophobia, inappropriate touching, mental/emotional abuse, EDs, mental disorders, DID, suicide, and implied self harm. Read at your own risk.

𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸 ⤾·˚ ༘

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╰➤ Noah Venus Blackstar

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❝my whole life is a disorder! ❞

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𝘣𝘢𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘴 ⤾·˚ ༘

                   𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄

                      ╰➤Noah

                   𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄

                      ╰➤ Blackstar

                   𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄

                      ╰➤ Noah, Noes, Red, Boy with the red hair, Dr Blackstar

                   𝐀𝐆𝐄

                      ╰➤ 21

                   𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐇

                        ╰➤ July 23rd, 2003

                   zodiac: leo

                   𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑

                       ╰➤ transmasc

                    Pronouns: he/him

                   𝐒𝐄𝐗𝐔𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘

                       ╰➤ pansexual,demiromantic, polyamorous

                    Preference: masculine people

                   𝐎𝐂𝐂𝐔𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍

                       ╰➤ full-time college student, therapist assistant

                    He attends a college to become a therapist, majoring in psychology to obtain his masters and bachelors degrees in psychology so he can become a therapist. he also helps volunteer at an animal shelter on the weekends.

                   𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍

                       ╰➤ Chicago IL

                   P.o.b: Hollywood FL

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❝alyx, shut the fuck up.❞

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𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 ⤾·˚ ༘

                   𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐑 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑

                      ╰➤ bright red

                   he has short, fluffy bright red hair. It always smells like strawberry, as that’s the kind of shampoo and conditioner he uses.

                   𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑

                      ╰➤ chocolate brown

                   𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐎𝐍𝐄

                      ╰➤ pale

                   𝐒𝐓𝐘𝐋𝐄

                      ╰➤ alternative/grunge

                   𝐁𝐎𝐃𝐘

                      ╰➤ slim

                   𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐎𝐎𝐒

                       ╰➤

                    [describe tattoos]

                   𝐏𝐈𝐄𝐑𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒

                      ╰➤ septum and nostril. Along with his right ear

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❝you like my personality? Haha, which one? ❞

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𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘺 ⤾·˚ ༘

                   𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘

                      ╰➤ he is very kind and outgoing, especially with his fiance or friends. he isn’t too keen on his family, considering they’re all so judgemental over his mental health. he was diagnosed with ADHD, C-PTSD, DID, generalized anxiety disorder, insomnia, a depressive disorder, schizoaffective disorder, and anorexia. Despite all this, he tries his best to overcome his past and the trauma he went through that caused all of this.

he has 15 alters. Mars, paz, venus, autumn, alyx, asher, allison, casey, rowan, trigger, ivy, jackson, jasper, skully, and jayden. Mars goes by he/they pronouns, he’s 22 years old, loves anything strawberry flavoured, is lactose intolerant but still eats cheese, and he’s a co-host, protector, and trauma holder. Paz is very child-like when it comes to activities they like to do. Paz also goes by they/she pronouns and has a high pitched voice, and they’re 19 years old. They’re also a co-host, comforter, and inner-child. Venus goes by she/they pronouns, she’s 26, cis female, bisexual, and she’s a co-host. Autumn goes by she/they pronouns, fem nonbinary genderfluid person. She is a co-host, comforter, and protector. Alyx goes by he/him or they/them pronouns, he’s an amab nonbinary person, and 22 years old. He’s bisexual, and a protector, comforter, trauma holder, gatekeeper, and he has a southern accent. Asher goes by any pronouns, as they’re genderqueer. They’re 22, pan, poly, and a co-host and comforter. Allison goes by she/they pronouns, and she’s a demigirl. She is 24 and her role is unknown. She’s also mute and asexual and aromantic.

Casey goes by he/him pronouns, and he’s a transmasc demiboy. He’s a caregiver, protector, co-host, and gatekeeper. He also speaks very fast and is hyper. Rowan goes by they/her/he pronouns 25, agender, skoliosexual, demiromantic, and polyamorous. He’s a gatekeeper, protector, and speaks in a soft, medium sounding tone of voice. Trigger goes by he/him pronouns and is transgender ftm. He is a trauma holder, protector, and gatekeeper. He talks in a hushed, husky whisper like tone of voice. Ivy goes by they/she/it pronouns and is fem nonbinary and bisexual and polyam. She is 18 and is a gatekeepr and trauma holder. Jackson goes by he/they pronouns, 23 years old, gay and poly. He is a comforter and protector, and has a semi deep voice and a heavy southern accent. Jasper is a cis male, uses he/him pronouns, and is bisexual. He has a soft, teasy tone of voice and is a fem boy. He is a comforter, gatekeeper, protector, and trauma holder. Jayden is 16, uses he/she pronouns,and is bigender. He is asexual, demiromantic, and is a slow speaker. She is one of the inner children. Skully is a cis male, uses he/it pronouns, and is a very dangerous alter. If he ever fronts, do not interact with him. He is a dangerous alter and persecutor, meaning he will do dangerous things to purposely hurt the host physically and/or mentally and emotionally (Noah).

                   𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐒

                      ╰➤ kind

                       ╰➤ caring

                      ╰➤loyal

                      ╰➤comionate

                   𝐍𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐒

                      ╰➤ emotional

                      ╰➤ emotionless

                      ╰➤ snappy

                      ╰➤ unstable

                   𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒/𝐇𝐎𝐁𝐁𝐈𝐄𝐒

                       ╰➤ singing

                      ╰➤ writing

                   𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐁𝐈𝐀𝐒

                      ╰➤ arachnophobia, acrophobia.

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❝ yes, i will quote this unironically now. ❞

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𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱𝘴 ⤾·˚ ༘

                   𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑

                      ╰➤ [diana┃53┃alive]

                   [diana and noah don’t have the most understanding or easy relationship. But they’re both there for each other when either of them need it, and that’s all that matters to him.]

                   𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑

                      ╰➤ [thomas┃57┃alive]

                   [thomas was a piece of shit father growing up, choosing alcohol and pain pills over his own child, so he absolutely despises him for it. They have absolutely no relationship and he has him blocked everywhere. he never wants to see, hear, or talk to him ever again.]

                   𝐒𝐈𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆(𝐒)

                      ╰➤ [arson┃0┃deceased]

                   [Arson was before Noah,and was a miscarriage.]

                   𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃(𝐒)

                      ╰➤ [kyle┃25┃alive]

                   [kyle has been Noah’s best friend ever since he moved to the state of illinois, and he will forever love him platonically and be there for him no matter what.]

                   𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓

                      ╰➤ [Rammy┃20┃alive]

                   [Rammy isn't exactly a love interest per say, since they’re already engaged.]

                   𝐏𝐄𝐓(𝐒)

                      ╰➤ [garfield┃5 months┃alive]

                   [garfield is the kitten that noah adopted shortly after moving into his college dorms.]

                   𝐄𝐗 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑

                      ╰➤ [Emmerson┃20┃alive]

                   [emmerson reminds noah of his father in so many ways. He cheated on him, used him, manipulated him, lied to him, etc. ]

                   𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒

                       ╰➤ [unnamed uncle┃49┃alive]

                   [Noah and his uncle are very very close to one another and he looks up to him. They may not see eye to eye on some things, but he loves him regardless. ]

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❝i’ve got old man bones. ❞

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𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘩 ⤾·˚ ༘

                   𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐋

                       ╰➤ 04/10

                   𝐏𝐇𝐘𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋

                       ╰➤ 07/10

                   𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐑𝐆𝐈𝐄𝐒

                       ╰➤ dairy products (lactose intolerant), cantaloupe, cranberries

                   𝐀𝐃𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒

                       ╰➤ nicotine, caffeine

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𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 ⤾·˚

                   𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐘 𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐒

                      ╰➤ he grew up with alcoholic parents, parents who fought every night when drinking, often bringing him in the middle of it, much to his dismay. he was only 8 years old when this happened.

                   𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐒

                      ╰➤ during his teen years, he started struggling pretty badly with his mental health, to where he tried taking his own life multiple times, only to fail each time, but never got sent to a mental hospital, because he knew how to lie his way out of situations like that. He also got touched inappropriately by two men in his life, with both of them claiming that they could fix him. he soon told his father about that, with him claiming that boys will be boys and he left it at that, with him only being 14 at the time it happened. The mental and emotional abuse finally stopped right before his 17th birthday, when him and his mother kicked his father out.

                   𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐒

                      ╰➤ now, he has his GED, and is attending a college to get his bachelor and masters degrees to become a therapist. he works at a therapy place part time, while only being a full time college student and living at the dorms with his fiance. he also volunteers his time at his local animal shelter and plans on adopting another kitten for Garfield to hang out with.

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❝what doesn’t kill ya gives you PTSD. ❞

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𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘴 ⤾·˚

                   𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐇

                       ╰➤ 07/10

                   𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘

                       ╰➤ 08/10

                   𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐅𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄

                      ╰➤ 06/10

                   𝐋𝐎𝐘𝐀𝐋𝐓𝐘

                      ╰➤ 10/10

                   𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐘

                       ╰➤ 10/10

                   𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐑𝐎𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐘

                      ╰➤ 08/10

                   𝐉𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐘

                      ╰➤ 07/10

                   𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒

                       ╰➤ 10/10

                   𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒

                      ╰➤ 10/10

                   𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐎𝐍 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄

                       ╰➤ 07/10

                   𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄

                      ╰➤ 08/10

                   𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄

                      ╰➤ 10/10

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❝and how does that make you feel?❞

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𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 ⤾·˚

                   𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐓 𝐎𝐑 𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐓

                      ╰➤extrovert

                   𝐎𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐓 𝐎𝐑 𝐏𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐓

                      ╰➤optimist

                   𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐎𝐑 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐇

                      ╰➤mature

                   𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐎𝐑 𝐃𝐀𝐘

                      ╰➤ day

                   𝐂𝐎𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐄 𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐄𝐀

                      ╰➤ coffee

                   𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐎𝐑 𝐎𝐑 𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐃𝐎𝐎𝐑

                      ╰➤ both

                   𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓 𝐎𝐑 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐑

                      ╰➤ sweet

                   𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐒 𝐎𝐑 𝐃𝐎𝐆𝐒

                      ╰➤ cats

                   𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐑 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑

                       ╰➤ winter

                   𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐘 𝐎𝐑 𝐍𝐄𝐀𝐓

                       ╰➤ neat

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❝the emperor is hot okay? ❞

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𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵 ⤾·˚

                             Down low

                                                    — sara kays

                             Smaller than this

                                                    — sara kays

                             Talk to me

                                                    — cavetown

                                                                

                            Princesses don’t cry

                                                    — CARYS

                           

                                 Burden

                                                     — citizen soldier

                             You are enough

                                                    — citizen soldier

                             You are stronger than your storm

                                                    — citizen soldier

                             Big girls don’t cry

                                                    — fergie

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❝what doesn’t kill me better start running because i’ve been waiting for the wrong bitch to come around. ❞

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