I think i shifted + journey update

Sorry for the typos + messy writing

Wrong a** reality but a shift is a shift. My head hirts so bad kfbskf, saw someone on tiktok recommend meditating at 852 hz frequency, and istg it's SO GOOD. I have trouble doing methods bc my mind wanders sm, but my mind emptied so fast with this frequency, that i was able to actually lay still and do a method for some time. I think i started drifting in and out of sleep, and in and out of dreams. It has been a while since i last had such vivid dreams, i going lucid a few times, i trying to make a portal by tracing the floor with the intention of a portal forming, or imagining it's behind me and looking back, but the portal never appeared, so i just started affirming in the dream that id shift.

I after that things got fuzzy, and the scene changed, like i was running away from someone in a big station. Thing is, i thought i was dreaming, but there were many posters in the station and i could read every single on of them. I stopping and going closer and going "why can i read them, its a dream", but idk i think someone was chasing me so i didnt have time to sit there and think. But i feeling the wind and everything, and just the fact that i could read posters makes me believe it wasnt a vivid dream, but a shift. Some more stuff happened, im glad i shifted back bc that reality was scary kxbxkx

But yeah, give that frequency a try, it's pretty nice

Also recently ive been seeing so many 111s and 1111s, the other day i went downstairs to do the laundry in the uni facility, and that room had 6 washers, and they were all full. I was super bummed, so i looked how long the macjines would take, and istg 5 out of 6 showed 1:11 hours AT THE SAME TIME xjnxxkx scared me

Also during my attempt i realized i always try to go somewhere (as in the "void"), but i should just let myself go, if that makes sense. I try to go forward, i should just let myself fall in the void, backwards. Idk what this means, its 3am but it made sense earlier

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