I'm only myself

Sacking a bunch of lies that I fed

For the truth you say to be cruel

But somethings are not to lie about

And neither are to be told

I behold myself in this broken mirror

Reinvented my voice in my nightmarish screams

For all I need to find myself

Is a bit of my self-loving gaze

In the cloud's tears I bathe

For I got no place to call home

One who can't love himself

Isn't worthy of being loved

For me to love you

I need so many Rose's hue

While all I need to love myself

Is not even a confession out of blue

Turning colours of my cheeks

My heart stammers and freeze,

But not with lust

For I hold myself back

For I wanna keep your smell in my chest

Paramount skies

The night's lovely ride

For every sunfall I dream of you

But vividity doesn't comprehend

Epiphany, in a euphoria I'm in

But out of my dreams eternity shows fragility

Cozy in my fantasies

Only had myself throughout this journey

Even if I tear up too often

Even if I'm not loved

Thanks god for accusing me of falling in love

I know it's too late

The clock tells me it's my time to mourn

But can't I just love myself

And cry on my shoulder every morn?

I adore the little poisoned mouse

For it's life is was worth grieving

But dear myself we both know

We don't like the land of living

In a phase of twilight dawn

When it's the end and a beginning

I just lie and ask myself

Of what tomorrow awaits me

A thousand beautiful eyes in those mirrors

Only if those had pride

Oh wait that was always me

I don't need superpowers to strive

Rolling and grabbing the future that awaits

But why does my body ache?

Pieces of mirror has pearced my skin

Pieces of myself in my heart

The pain tells me that I'm still awake

And many sensations still awaits

Not to leave a legacy behind

Not to always run and hide

I'll just live throughout this life

For I have always myself by my side.

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