Grey

The Grey

We all have bad days so this was in my mind

             :warning: :warning: some shitty words :warning: :warning:

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Being unappreciated

Being taken advantage of

Never knowing if you’ve done enough

Lacking excitement

Feeling down

Are all parts of grey

And lifes worries

Not going away

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We can walk sometimes with a smile upon our faces , but deep down you all know that theres something missing from your life , be it love or friendship or just fun in some way .

You move around doing your daily chores hating the thought of tomorrow again repeating as usual the same crapy thoughts we have of our existence being short .

Your thoughts wonder into what you want in life , if you just want to carry on like this , with no one who believes in you or you just feel that way .

We all have some thoughts of our own ability to keep other people happy , we try to hard and makes it worse because you as an individual expects to much from urself .

And you are then let down because you never made them happy in some shape or form and then they just walk away and forget who you are .

Life can be hard and grey at times   but life is worth living and you make it so by trying your best and putting your best foot forward all of the way .. not stopping halfway or saying you've done enough .. to keep pushing urself to the very end .

To live your days as your last and to smile away the decay of everyday that goes wrong in some way . To get up when you are put down stand tall my friends stand proud of who you are .

These are my words to those who suffer days like this i am one of those people i guess , always feeling abit shitty or unloved in some way ..

But i now stand tall and i dont care what you all think of me no more .. im walking with my head held high ..smiling to myself again and trying to love life even when life throws shit my way ..

I pick that shit up and bin on my way to tomorrow is coming again and again .. so i want to look forward and make the most of what i can achieve .

The grey dont have to be grey ... i would prefer it to be purple :purple_heart:

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Yer i think its something that most females .. have to cope with ..(thats most woman)

But yer we do have to just we all have gotten so far in life . That we cant give up on what we want .. or our dreams ..

This is always on my mind especially since i had breast cancer 14 years ago .. its been a fight to live with myself everyday . Or even just getting out of bed .. its been there.. so yer life is shit sometimes but we are not .. we are all so much better than that .

. I thnk it will relate to many

Woman and girls out there that struggle with things like how they look .. there body shape , hair .

.just everything bout us sometimes brings doubt to our nature .

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