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[C]I'm doing fine.
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I'm doing fine.
Why am I so sad?
Everything is fine. I am so happy.
I love my family and everything is perfect.
I'm so sad even when I'm happy.
The world is doing great. Soon we'll be out of this mess and everything will be okay! I won't get sick, my friends will get better, and everything is gonna be back to normal. I'll be able to hug my friends and family, and people will see my smile soon.
Nothing is gonna be normal ever again. My best friends have Covid, and they say that they're fine and I'm sure that they're fine but my heart is still racing.
All I want is to hug my friends and family and literally anyone but I can't. And I won't for a long long time.
The USA is going in the right direction. Under new leadership we will be united and equal. No more violence and no more threats towards minorities.
It'll take work but eventually, we can be one country again. Everyone will finally be treated the same.
We won't ever be united or equal. People don't even believe in our new president, how can they believe in equality? We will never be free from his grasp and no matter how hard we try, people will be treated differently than others. I will be treated differently than others because of the three letters in my last name. Because of who I believe in. Because of who I love. So no matter how much I try, people will still hate me.
I know things are rough right now but
it will get better.
I know things are rough right now but
it will get better... I think.
I'm really happy right now.
I'm really happy right now, but deep inside my head all these thoughts continue to boil up to the surface no matter how much I try to ignore them. I'm don't have depression, but I am depressed sometimes.
I don't need any help, I'm good.
I don't need help persay, but I need a hand to reach out every once and a while to pull me out. I'm good right now, but that changes often, and sometimes I'm lost in the chasm of my own mind.
I will be fine.
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This was kind of a rant. Life is really hard to deal with right now. But things are going in the right direction.
Love to you all
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Comments (8)
Oh my!
This can be a speech for an event! This is so precious
Thank you :blush:
I relate especially when you're forced to stay strong because you don't have any other choice. When you do your best and no one appreciate it, they only see your failures. Result matters for them more than the person herself.
Stay safe and it's okay to be weak sometimes.
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I absolutely adore your bravery. It takes a lot to open up yourself up & show your true colors. I like that this poem has some nuance, and you get progressively get more and more in of what you're feeling.
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Ah, I related to this poem quite alot. It's hard to have hope when you've seen so much hopelessness for so long. I'm glad you're able to open up here! It takes real courage to open up, to let yourself bleed. To let other people know what's going on.
I hope all of your pain eases soon. :bouquet: :sparkling_heart:
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