Changes

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I’m becoming somebody I don’t want to be

I’m getting into more fights with my parents

and my old friends keep leaving me

Daily struggles are getting harder

Harder to eat

Harder to sleep

And my days are lasting longer

There’s too much pressure

Too much stress

My world that was once a rainbow of colours is now something so much darker

When did I become such a mess?

I wonder when everything became black and white

When my world lost its colour

When my eyes lost their light

The laughs I had have turned into fake noises I make to please the ones I love

Every single smile that they see

hide things that shouldn’t be me

and keep me from being hostile

Sometimes I wonder how simple bad memories have made my life become so corrupt

Is this what it’s like to have changes in life?

If it is, then I don’t want to grow up

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