a dream in a dream within a dream that is a dream

i had a dream about you last night. well i keep having reoccurring dreams of different friends kissing me but every single time i wake up i feel so utterly confused about my feelings for each individual. when i open my eyes after those dreams i just go ' w h a t ? ' as if you can hear the question mark. by now you would of thought i would be used to those dreams since they keep happening but oh no. it still makes me warm inside. because every person i dream about i had some sort of feelings for once a upon a time. i just don't know why and where my mind is concocting these from.

now that I have woken up , i don't much of it. i only you , me , we are outside somewhere and that you kissed me. obviously i went straight to google to see what it symbolises. and it said that ' if it's a close friend , it could indicate that you want something more from them'. at one point yeah i did want something more with you. and now that dream has opened my eyes more and that i still do want more from you. do i let you that i had a dream about you or ?????. maybe I will tell you but just skip past the part that you kissed me. because that could end up being weird between us and i don't want that

i just hope the dreams stop and end with that one being the last one —

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