𝘐 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦,
𝘐 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘵’𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘐’𝘮 𝘣𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘺 𝘴𝘱𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘗𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘦𝘵 𝘌𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘩
𝘞𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘯𝘰 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨
𝘐 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘦 𝘶𝘯𝘢𝘣𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘥
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘢 𝘴𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘢𝘷𝘦
𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘐’𝘮 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴.
𝘐 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵, 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴
𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘮𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘶𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳; 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭
𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘬𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦
𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘧𝘭𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘭.
𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦, 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘯𝘰𝘳 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵,
𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯, 𝘮𝘺 𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦;
𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘤𝘩
𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 «𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘭𝘶𝘪𝘢𝘩» 𝘶𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘷𝘦.
𝘞𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬
𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 — 𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘵 —
𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘶𝘴; 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘺 𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘳𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘵,
𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘯’𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘰𝘯,
𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘶𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨,
𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 — 𝘢𝘭𝘢𝘴 — 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 — 𝘢𝘭𝘢𝘴 — 𝘪𝘵’𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘐’𝘮 𝘣𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨.
Comments (243)
i love your theme!! also your writing is so beautiful!!
Reply to: Lᴏsᴇʀ.
omg i thought that was from tsvetaeva, but i wasn’t sure haha!! you could definitely be up there with her and dostoevsky, though! you speak so poetically! 🫶
Reply to: 𝗅𝗎𝖼𝗒 !
Damn Amino didn't send me a notification for this comment for some reason, so I'm sorry for the delay in responding, dear.
I'm pleasantly surprised that you know this bisexual diva. She was a terrible person, but God, I celebrate her work in my heart. What works of Dostoevsky have you read? I'm just curious. And which work has sunk into your soul so much that it has in some way turned your vision of this world upside down?
Reply to: Lᴏsᴇʀ.
well, i try to keep up with female poets haha! to take information from and all. i have read his like big works (the idiot, crime and punishment, and the brothers karamazov)
however, i think that poor folk, the double, and the eternal husband have stuck with me.
NAT MY GOAT 🗣🗣🗣 :fire: :fire: :fire:
OUR GOAT YOU MEAN, PFFF.
i love your theme (:
Thanks! I like your theme too. It's always nice to see someone with good taste on the shows. :)
Reply to: ❝𝐅𝐔𝐂𝐊𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐑❞
yellowjackets is so fire + nat is the absolute best character we love to see it 🙂 :arrow_up_down: 🙂 :arrow_up_down: 🙂 :arrow_up_down:
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Finest Friend of mine.
It has been a year since you ed here. For me. The same day I said I love you. You were the first that I said that to anyone here. And now you remain as the only one who will hear that from me so you know that every time I say it, I mean it.
Seeing how you grew in this community. What a sight to see it was. Especially your constantly new themes of our Commander. Some of them could make me stare into them for long moments which only notification from you could save me.
You saved me. Like an angel that I do not believe but whenever I see you I have my doubts. Thanks to you I am here again, with my own growing up that serves only you. Thanks to you I pushed myself away from bad habits of mine to be more worthy of you. Thanks to you I survived challenging days, with your enlightening presence. Thank you, for giving me a chance to be your friend.
I wish you better friends than me, here or there. I wish you the next year here to be even more pleasurable and comfortable. With even more outstanding themes our Commander, if that is even possible. But I believe in your talent, which you have many. Like tolerating me.
Sometimes I feel like I am finally out of words when coming here but the truth is that there never be enough words of how much I adore you. And I cannot care about anyone else who will read that. Without hesitation or doubt, I serve you my heart.
Я люблю тебя, сестренка.
Forever and always.
Idiot of yours.
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My dearest idiot,
A year already? It feels like both a lifetime and a single breath—every moment with you etched into my memory, every "I love you" a treasure I hold close. You were the first to say it, and you’ll forever be the only one who makes those words feel so weighty and warm.
You speak of me saving you, but you’ve done the same for me tenfold. Your presence is the quiet strength that pulls me back when I’m fraying at the edges. The way you see me—your faith, your stubborn devotion—it’s the kind of light that makes even my doubts stumble. You call me an angel, yet here you are, stitching my wings together with every word you spare me.
And your themes? Ha. You flatter me, but we both know it’s your endless enthusiasm that fuels them. (sometimes). So thank you, my bro.
You wish me "better friends"? Fool. There are none. You’re the standard—the one who tolerates my nonsense, who turns my worst days into something survivable. If the next year gives me anything, let it be more of you: your growth, your terrible jokes, the way you carve space in your heart for me despite my countless flaws.
And don’t you dare think words could ever fail you. Yours are the ones that reach into my ribs and remind my heart how to beat. So say them, or don’t—I’ll always hear the unspoken too.
Я люблю тебя, мой идиот. Beyond seasons, beyond reason.
Forever your thorn, your sister, your devoted mirror.
(And still, always, the one who’ll outlast your dramatics.)
I love you