So thank you guys for voting on my poll, i know its not closed yet but the results practically speak for itself. So here is my first poem on here i hope you enjoy!

The waiting-
Put on the long list
Like a transplant patient,
if one dies I'll take their place.
A single spot at a time, moving up the line.
How can I smile when I'm running out of time.
Every breath I take is another towards my last.
The reaper waits at my bed side each night to sing me to sleep.
While the sandman holds my hand,
I pray with my eyes shut tight to not awake the next day
Its a hope that never diminishes.
How can it when its fueled by a raging fire,
The flame isn't red though; its blue.
Blue for sorrow,
Blue for the let downs that never seem to cease.
My querulous yern for a change is blocked out,
And the sirens in my head all go off.
A vapid and monotonous sound ringing,
In few cases does it stop, a split seconds here and there.
Only long enough to remind me of what silence really is.
I dance in the night held by the glorious embrace of the
man in the moon
Ne'er a thought es me by of the disastrous events to
take place,
when the sun takes its turn.
I truly like being alone
But the empty feeling of being lonely is to much to bare.
So i rest my head on the pillow
Surrounded by the few that urge me away
Begging for me to surrender my hand.
Until the moment i turn over my being
They wait tirelessly never blinking.
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