D I F F E R E N T|| ch 4|| a fanfic

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  my fanfic collaborated with my         °

  lovely friend wazi aka mygirlsel              °

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【 ،، ᭧  𝐓 𝐎 𝐏 𝐈 𝐂 𝐎 𝐍 𝐄 ៹˚ ... ♡

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𖧷 ┈ Waiting for Selena took forever, but finally she walked in, she seemed uncomfortable and this didn't make me feel any better. I was feeling so dazy, and I was barely able to hear what she was saying. I was looking at every detail of her face as she leaned in, I made sure I didn’t forget anything about her, I was afraid it would be the last time I'd get to see her. I was afraid I would never get to talk to her the way I wanted to, and this room was totally not the place I expected to meet Selena Gomez. I tried to talk, I tried to tell her what's on my mind since forever, but I couldn't. She gave up on me, and got up; she went to Kate and that's when I shouted "Selena… I want… Selenaaaaa…” , she stood shocked for a few moments as I repeated the phrase over and over. I was staring at her and it was obvious to me that she was anxious. She turned around as her eyes stopped at mines. Immediately, she left the room, she was feeling so uncomfortable and so did I. Her body was about to plummet as she lost her balance.

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﹝ ｡˚⋆ ‹ 𝐓 𝐎 𝐏 𝐈 𝐂 𝐓 𝐖 𝐎 ཿ 可愛 ⋆

،،                 ﹋﹋﹋﹋﹋﹋﹋             ،،     

✿ . · . I tried to hear what she was saying to Kate, but I couldn't hear much, all I could've recognized was that I am different, and yes I am, I am different Selena, I am.

         I saw my angel flying away with those imaginary wings. Even when she was not okay, she looked gorgeous; but that's not what I was thinking of anymore. All I cared about was how to talk to Selena, how to tell her what I want to tell her since ages, how to explain to her my situation or should I say, our situation.

         I felt some tears in my eyes, I needed to cry, but this godforsaken room isn't a place to make me feel better or to let me cry the way I want to cry, but I cried anyways. I thought waiting for the day I meet Selena was the worst, but I see that waiting for the day I talk to Selena is even worse. Not being able to let that thing out of my mouth is making me so anxious, I don't know if I will ever get to tell her, I don't know if she'll listen anymore, I don't know if I can do it, but I have to, and she has to listen, sooner or later.

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ଽ ꕤ ⸃⸃ 𝐓 𝐎 𝐏 𝐈 𝐂 𝐓 𝐇 𝐑 𝐄 𝐄 ┃≡ ❭

᭟          ﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌          ᭟     

𖠫 .︿.Stuck in that room, I was playing and replaying the embarrassing/uncomfortable situations I lived with Selena, I was thinking of everything and nothing, I wanted to get up, go to Selena, hold her hand, talk to her, hug her, and it'll all be done. But I couldn't, I'm not brave and I don't know if I will ever be, I'm always afraid of the future, past and even present and it sucks. I'm always thinking about if I'm doing it right, if I am doing it right, if I did it right.

         After few minutes, I woke up, went out of the room, I don't know why but the hospital was empty, Selena was in the corner, all alone, with a bunch of papers. I went on her way, took those papers, captured her attention and talked to her, I told her something so serious, but I seemed so good with it, so did Selena, but all of the sudden, selena slapped me aand...I woke up....Damn I thought I really did talk to her, I thought it was all done, but it isn't, I called the nurse because I was feeling even more dazed than before. The nurse came, I said I wanted water, drank it, and fell asleep again.

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