I fell in love.

I fell in love

First time seeing you in many weeks,

Your red hair, forest eyes, round glasses, amazing smile

Your septum piercing, 4 holes in both ears.

Your bangs and hands touching me.

As I lay on your chest, I feel at home.

Safer, better, full of peace, freedom.

One single kiss while the song "lovers rock" was playing.

One single touch and I could write an whole romance novel about you.

I never felt this way before, it's true love, true intention.

You made me feel like I wanted to give you the moon and the stars.

I felt alive for the first time in so many years.

Just to hear your words " I am not ready for a relationship and I think you should forget about me"

So yes I fell in love.

I fell in love with the way you made me feel cared, happy and safe.

I fell in love with your voice, words and actions.

I fell in love with even those 2 pimples on the forehead and 2 cracted top teeth

I fell in love with you, just you.

I fell in love with the way you made me feel.

I know now that our ways are seperate.

I know that you don't even want to be friends with me.

And I understand I might have got the wrong idea.

But falling in love with you was the best thing that happened to me.

Cuz now I understand what love really should be.

And even if it's not with you, I will know what I will want from love eventually.

So even tho I fell in love, you didn't fall in love with me.

I am so gratefull you tought me how falling in love should feel.