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23 year old emo/punk transguy from Wisconsin currently living in Illinois.
I'm battling dysphoria every day but hoping I can overcome it and transition safely and successfully.
:syringe: 7/19/18 :syringe:
🖤🥀6/20/19🥀🖤
I am truscum. This is not a discourse blog though and I am not looking to harass or debate anyone. Respect my opinions and I will respect yours. A truscum literally only believes you need dysphoria to be trans. Nothing more, nothing less.
In case you couldn't tell by my profile, I love music, especially the genres emo and punk. I also am obsessed with comics. Talk to me if you wish to get to know me more.
PLEASE DO NOT FLIRT, I AM TAKEN.
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XxDespairFactionAshtonxX
09/09/20
Concerns About HRT (FTM)
Hey guys, girls and enbies. I thought I would update on stuff. Over the past half year I have been developing major anxiety over my transition. I have been putting off taking my T regularly as I should out of fear that it is causing some major health hazards. I have been on HRT for over 2 years n...
XxDespairFactionAshtonxX
07/30/20
Which Band Should I Do For 2000's Band Takeover??
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AFI10.7% -
From First To Last21.4%
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Hawthorne Heights21.4%
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Alesana10.7%
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Brand New35.8%
XxDespairFactionAshtonxX
01/24/20
Testosterone Updates
It's been a minute since I made a post about the testosterone effects. I'm over a year on on my HRT. So far the changes have been mostly positive, and what I exoected. GOOD RESULTS The dysphoria is somewhat less severe but I still have the causes from the breast tissue and of course...
XxDespairFactionAshtonxX
01/09/20
Gender Isn't a Feeling- Here's Why.
Greetings! I am making this post today to deconstruct the statement we have been hearing a lot in the LGBT community- specifically in the transgender community. We have all probably heard the phrase "Gender is a Feeling" from someone pushing gender politics and social justice, or just some...
XxDespairFactionAshtonxX
12/22/19
🏳 :rainbow: Photoshoot With my Boyfriend🏳 :rainbow:
I totally forgot to post this! It's officially been six months since I started dating by boyfriend, and he wanted to teach me how to take good selfies. And think we did a bomb was photoshoot! I love him so much~
XxDespairFactionAshtonxX
11/25/19
XxDespairFactionAshtonxX
11/01/19
Have You Heard About The MCR Reunion?
128 votes · Voting has ended-
I Heard, and I Cried!!19.5%
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I Heard, I Think It's Cool27.3%
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I Heard, Don't Really Care21.1%
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THEY REUNITED???13.3%
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Who's MCR?18.8%
XxDespairFactionAshtonxX
08/07/19
ing Very Well??
I feel super self confident today. Earlier I has having dysphoria episodes but it ed for the most part. For those who don't know I am ftm transgender, 8 months on Testosterone. My boyfriend has been helping me cope with it a lot. He always says if dysphoria was a person he would beat them up....
XxDespairFactionAshtonxX
07/21/19
Your Favorite Gay Emo Couple 🏳 :rainbow: 🖤🥀
I had a blast last week with my boyfriend Tristan. I stayed at his place for a few days and we cooked together, binged watch some shows, listened to music, and went to this little spot on town called graffiti hill and spray painted our names onto the concrete. I hope to do this again soon. Yester...
XxDespairFactionAshtonxX
07/09/19
I Had The Most Perfect First Date
Three days ago, my boyfriend, Tristan met up with me at the St. Louis zoo. This was my first time ever seeing him in person. I've talked to him for years and lived only an hour away from him but our busy and introverted nature has been a barrier to the motivation to hang out in public for a long ...
XxDespairFactionAshtonxX
07/06/19
I Have a Date Today
I'm going to the zoo with my boyfriend. This is the first time I've ever been in a post-HRT cis ing gay relationship publicly. I'm blessed society has become much more tolerant and accepting of homosexual relationships. I am so incredibly nervous and excited. It's been over two weeks since we...
XxDespairFactionAshtonxX
07/04/19
LESSER KNOWN FTM HRT HEALTH RISKS
Hey guys! This has been on my mind for the past couple of days that I feel like is NOT talked about enough but needs all the awareness spread about this. Let's be clear here on the subject or HRT. HRT stands for Hormone Replacement Therapy, a medical practice used to treat gender dysphoria by add...
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You are cute:)
I love your hair bro, just thought I'd point that out :)
Reply to: fяαzz
Thanks!
Reply to: Ashton Way
You and your bf both have nice hair, you guys are super cute 🖤
Have you ever heard MCR's Blood
Reply to: Conner
Huh usually if I think about their lesser known songs, songs like Bury me in Black, Sister To Sleep, Stay, and The Drugs come to mind. Cause they're either demos or live stuff only, never fully rendered and produced in the studio
Reply to: Ashton Way⚔
You have a good point
Reply to: Ashton Way⚔
You have a good point
I WAS T TO HUG YOU THEN RUN AWAY LEAVING YOU CONFUSED IDK WHY I JUST WANT TO