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03/29/24
versus
never absolved of the torment, my most languid moments are induced in delirium- murky waters doped for sleep, my only peace. even here lies a nightmare I cannot outrun, a fever burning in the absence of sun. I shiver and shake, praying to deaf ears in wait of a death that w...
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01/16/24
Things I can’t say
Wish that I was on your mind, splitting your heart into two— wish that after all this time I could have replaced you. My pride is on the line, but I’m blocked with no way through. Could we go back to good as new? I doubt I could ever forgive you. Running ‘round in c...
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01/16/24
Things I can’t say
Wish that I was on your mind, splitting your heart into two— wish that after all this time I could have replaced you. My pride is on the line, but I’m blocked with no way through. Could we go back to good as new? I doubt I could ever forgive you. Running ‘round in c...
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01/10/24
even this is different
I can’t bring myself to love you again. No amount of iration could survive the silence you slowly break, after all this time, as if you could piece back together my heart. It was never shattered, only shadowed from you turning your back on the truth. I can n...
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10/31/23
rain
If I run through the rain, will tomorrow come any faster? A day that isn’t today, a day that is anything but. Let the season change and take this habit with it, farther and farther still. Bring a sun that warms, or even anything at all to cut through the ...
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10/03/23
smoke on the water
my jaw clicks shut, locked by your judgement. say this is a prison, that I stand on thin ice in your holy gaze. such patience is your pride, a foolishness chipping away at our open arms. it’s clear that something’s changed, my criticism a burden on your ears. the sile...
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09/28/23
dear diary, woes of a sick day
It’s been five months since that day, summer and now autumn almost slipped away. I’ve gotten used to the ghost on my hip, the one of your head on my shoulder. We were so close, I thought. Do you ? Maybe you didn’t even realize the difference between me...
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07/31/23
havoc on my mind
subtle as an earthquake, you shake me up again even though I pretend I can’t see you through the blackout blinds. you’ve always tinged me with heartbreak, and after years of escape I can sense you from a mile away. always for the pleasure, but it’s only yours. I ...
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07/29/23
goodbye is too soon, too sweet
There is nothing I wield better than ruin— not a whisper or a scream, but a call, one that will never end until you have nothing left. Because I am nothing if not fixated and there is nothing I hate more than the idea of you.
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07/27/23
anecdote from my diary from one day to the next
It’s true that I live for love, many sweet, insignificant things. In the end my wants and hopes are this: to embrace the warmth that living brings.
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07/25/23
bring be back as a hummingbird
There goes the sun— overhead once again, far from my pallor. If I were to hunger for anything, I would hunger to feel its heat again. Elsewhere, I sink into this peace. Not in this life, but in the next I hope to live, for once, at ease.
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07/24/23
we only speak when it’s good for you
Reunion no longer seems inevitable but I still wonder after you, endlessly, recoiling in wait for the other shoe to drop. In this limbo I know that I am your burden, only good enough to chase your shadow. But I would sooner become a ghost, and maybe I’ve already turned ...
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paige imy :heartpulse:
happy new year 🩵
i am one day late, but i still wanted to wish you a happy birthday!! 🩷 :tulip:
:two_hearts:
happy new year :heart: i hope this year will be wonderful for you
for you as well :two_hearts:
happy birthday! :birthday: :sparkles: :tada: may all your wishes come true, and i hope you have a beautiful day :heart:
thank you