OUR.LITTLE.CONFUSION // 5.DEC.18 //

OK I KNOW I HAVE BEEN GONE SINCE MARCH WE DONT HAVE TO TALK ABOUT IT IM SORRY I KNOW IM CRAPPY ALSO STICK AROUND TIL THE END FOR A SMALL KIND OF UPDATE THINGY THATS KIND OF A RANT BUT NOT REALLY HAHAHA

In case you've missed it, here are links to part one, part two, part three, part four, part five, part six, part seven, part eight, part nine, part ten, part eleven, part twelve, part thirteen, part fourteen, part fifteen, part sixteen, part seventeen, part eighteen, and part nineteen.

AND WITHOUT FURTHER ADO HERE IS WHAT YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR SINCE PRETTY MUCH FOREVER

"Ok, so we're in Sydney today and I had a few minutes to spare and of course we've had to stay in hotels where dogs are allowed. So anyway, I had a few minutes and I realized we have a tub. So, here's what I'm doing right now.", I turn the camera around.

"So, I decided to take a little trip down to a local pet store and buy someone some shampoo and some toys and I decided to give Rudy a bath while Niall was wherever he is. I think he has a couple of interviews today. So, I'm gonna finish this and I'll be back in a little while to update you guys.", I finish my sentence, then turn the camera off. I decided to start vlogging again after only taking a month off. "Hey, Roo. Are you enjoying your bath, buddy?", I talk to my now almost eleven week old puppy. "Ro!", I hear a familiar voice yelling for me. "In the bathroom, babe!", I reply. "You have made the biggest mess you possibly could've made.", Niall comments on the wet floor. "Could you grab me a towel?", I continue to wash the suds off of Rudy who looks to be the most content dog on the planet in that moment. "I missed you.", he hands me the towel and pecks my lips. I let out the drain of the tub as I say, "I missed you even more." "Here, I'll dry him off. You go rest." "Uh, why?" "You've been doing so much to help around here on tour and I think you could use a break. Prop your feet up, watch some tv, eat some snacks. Just have you time." "That sounds shady but I'll take it.", I head to the bedroom part of our room and change out of my wet clothes since I made such a mess while bathing Rudy. "Would you like a snack or anything?", he puts Rudy on the bed with me. "I'm good." "Are you sure you don't want anything?" "I'm good, babe." "Ok, I'll just be over in Gerry's room. Call over if you need anything.", he heads out the door after kissing my forehead. "That boy.", I sigh. "Knock knock.", I hear the door open. "Hey, Maren." "Ok, so I seriously need to get out of this hotel." "Why?" "It's so boring either being in an arena or hotel or a bus. I hate it, I need to go exploring!" "Ok, so where do you wanna go?" "I don't know. I didn't think I'd get this far." "I'll google some places.", I snicker a little. "I'll do that too." After a few minutes of searching, we both decide on going on a hot air balloon ride. "I'll just head over and tell Niall where I'll be at." "Ok, I'm gonna head back to my room and grab my purse." "I'll meet you there in a minute.", I say as I head to the next room over. "Hey, Niall. Me and Maren are going to head out." "Where are you going?" "We're going on a hot air balloon ride." "Oh. Well, we're almost done with this round so once we finish this game, I can head out with you." "Oh, we were gonna have a girls day today." "That's ok. I promise I won't be too big of a distraction and I'll try to keep my distance." "Ok, then.", I head out to Maren's room. "Change of plans. Now Niall's coming." "Did you tell him we were having a girls day?" "Tried that. It's not that I mind him it's just that he seems to be really clingy lately and I wanna get away for a few minutes." "It'll be fine, I'm sure." Soon, I find myself in the air with Niall on one side of me, clenching onto my hand, and Maren on the other side of me who's taking pictures.

"I just got a really good picture of you a minute ago, I'll send it to you later.", Maren comments. "Thanks.", I laugh. "The view is almost as beautiful as you.", Niall brings my hand to his lips. "Thank you.", I pull the Vlog camera out and film some different shots of the view and some shots of both Niall and Maren. "Ok, guys. So we just got done on our hot air balloon ride above Camden Valley and we are now headed back to Sydney to go get lunch at The Malaya since I had snacks in my backpack and we figured that we wouldn't starve within an hour.", I chuckle a little. We soon make it to our Uber and head back to Sydney.

"Hey, I'm gonna head to the men's room for a second. If they ask, I just want a root beer.", Niall essentially runs to the bathroom as he finishes his sentence. "Has he been acting weird to you?", I ask Maren. "What'll it be, ladies?", our waiter asks. "I'll have Sprite. My husband will have root beer." "I'll just get a water, thanks.", Maren speaks and the waiter runs off. "He has been clingy to you today." "You don't think he overheard us -" "Of course not. He was at an interview that day." "What if one of the boys heard?" "You think they told on you?" "It's possible." "What're we talking about?", Niall sits down and wraps his arm around my shoulders. "Nothing, just girl talk. Nothing you'd be interested in.", I try to change the subject. "Hey, you hear who's on the radio?", Maren comments as she hears the chorus of Seeing Blind. "Aww.", I kiss Niall's cheek. "Guys, can you hear who's on the radio?", I ask the vlog camera. "Oh, I must be seeing blind.", Maren and Niall sing at the same time along with the radio. Soon, we finish our meals and find ourselves back at our hotel rooms. "Babe, are you good?", I ask Niall. "What do you mean?" "You've been clingy all day and taking way too much care of me." "Isn't there anything you wanna tell me?" "No?" "You aren't gonna tell me about how you're pregnant?" "Pregnant? I'm-" "I heard that you and Maren went and bought a couple of tests and you took them the other day." "I'm not pregnant." "What do you mean?" "I took like six and hid them in her room and the next day, they were all negative." "Well, why did you take them?" "I didnt get my period until like a week after it was supposed to come! I promise you, I'm not. Give me a minute.", I start scrolling through my phone for the picture I took for proof that I wasn't pregnant. "Look.", I held my phone up to his face. "Are you sure?" "Yes! If I were, I would've told you the minute I found out!", I kiss him. "Well, why didn't you at least tell me you thought you were?" "Because I didn't want you to be worried about that on top of the pressures of your job. Hey, how'd you find out?" "Apparently, Conor walked in when you were talking to Maren but he was quiet and you didn't notice him come in. He then eavesdropped and listened to your conversation and then came and told me when I got back." "I promise you, I would tell you if that ever happened."

and now for a rant

Ok so I highkey dont know if i wanna continue this story because my writing style has changed so much and i really did try my hardest to make this seem like just another part of this series but my writing is completely different, i use a completely different tense of writing now, different words, etc. So, if you guys really want it, then I'll continue but I am really struggling.

OK GOOD NIGHT OR GOOD MORNING DEPENDING WHERE YOU ARE AND WHAT TIME YOURE READING THIS I LOVE YOU GOD LOVES YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY THANKS FOR READING PLEASE SEND ME SUGGESTIONS VIA COMMENTS OR MESSAGES OK BYE ALSO PS SORRY FOR USING THIS IDEA AGAIN I KNOW ITS ALOT LIKE PART FIVE I HOPE YOU DONT MIND :revolving_hearts: