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”Being a teenager is hard. You’re stuck in the middle of not being able to make your own choices and being expected to act like an adult anyway.” i. how am I to be mature, when you look at me like that? poking and prodding at me with your unwashed hands, expecting me to deal with the sme...

Cheese stick is the only way to go in the world if you’re going to make a good cheese stick with cheese sticks and cheese stick in the freezer and you don’t want it in your freezer because you can’t make a good one because it’s too hot 🥵 and it’s not gonna be good enough for you and you can’t get a ...

my dreams are never in color, as if my mind forgets how to perceive; Sometimes I feel uncomfortably just like the colors black and white. No, not colors; black and white aren’t colors, they’re shades; But they don’t exist, either, There’s only shades of grey. Everything is uncolored in my dreams; ...

tw: violence I want to be cruel, to poke and prod where it hurts, I want to hurt people sometimes. I want to. But I am good. I want your head on a spit, I want your tears in a cup, I want your body bruised and battered, But I am good. I am good. I am good. I am good. Leave me alone. I a...

tws: mentions of violent intrusive thoughts, gore?? Kind of not really. I am a poet. I am not worthy of love. Poets do not love; they write. Could you hold my heart in your hand? no, i wouldn’t give it to you, you’ll have to rip it out of my chest first. Writing is how I love. Muses ...

I flip tables when I’m mad, (Not really, I don’t have the guts) Feels like something died inside me lately, I can’t get mad or sad. Table flipping fantasies aren’t around too much. I fall asleep standing up; A restful night is never in the cards, What happens when it’s all too much? School, schoo...

And now I think I understand, How this world can Break a man. I gave you all I had to give, And you still let it die, Like an under-watered plant. And now I have no more to give, You lied and so now I’ll just Go on ahead. So I’ll let it burn, Let it burn, Just like it burn. Let you burn, Let you...

”You live with the consequences of existence, you know,” Someone said. But it’s true, isn’t it? i. Existence is consequently full of consequences. Existing comes with pain and pain comes with existing—they’re simply one in the same. Human nature is to avoid consequences, but you can’t when y...

”Be not afraid,” … ”The pain will be momentary.” That is what he said when I first met him. He was kind. Something that he isn’t now; probably never will be ever again. He mostly appears as a hooded figure now, rarely showing his face and covering his eyes when light shone through the wi...

Purgatory, Hell, Damnation. Knowing is purgatory, Knowing is hell, Knowing is damnation. This world is a cage, dripping wet with tears, The tears of those who know this. You don’t even need true hardship— But knowing what true hardship is, is certainly enough. The things that ha...