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They’re just drafts
Just strolls through rotten graveyards of men you used to hold dear But hearing you put them on a pedestal always gives me tinnitus #notourpresident #notmyenemy #notyourfuture I don’t want to hear it. The drums stay tired After being beaten with “you will never be enough” I know it’s selfish b...


My intrusive thoughts have asked
if you’ve ever been loved gently? Or if it’s been cut fruit and no words since the day you turned 14 If they ever brought the flowers outside of February 14th If they’ve made you feel beautiful without laying on a finger I like to think I understand more than most cause it feels like I’m ta...


There was a phantom pain
Somewhere center chest between what keeps me anxious and the organ I abuse with domestics Hollowed out and molded over the maggots had their field day in the barren wasteland of what was left of me I thought it unfixable That I was simply meant to keep that ghost beating by beating any life out ...


The orphanage
Is the one thing I refuse to think about It’s a reminder that I was left outside a fire station in the middle of the night I used to be a pet she couldn’t take care of anymore and I got adopted just the same way Picked out of a litter of calico cats, I often wonder what made me different than th...


I am
(Tw: the bad word :)) Petrified to my core that you will ruin me that I’ll never be the same It feels like gambling When you win GREAT!!! euphoric, even but holy shit I have the house in your hands the future is crashing on your table and Fuck doesn’t that sound terrifying? It’s not y...


Weaving silk
with tattered hands never appealed to me but here I am again somewhere between too tired and too sentimental clipping my own wings to sow you an essay carving out what’s left of that which makes us godly It’s the type of art that gets you questioned by the teacher It’s home more a paper shredder...


Chasing loses
keep on chasing loses been this way since April met with cold December she tied my throat up with her cables mother says Ive lost it guess that’s far from fable every limb dismembered just to act like I’m still stable and could you love this body that’s all covered up in wounds? I look rig...


When it’s a little too late
to say I should have Dr. Strange can calculate 14 million different futures are there any left where I win? I couldn’t possibly. I’d rather tell myself it’s impossible It wasn’t fated The cards weren’t dealt in a way where you Stay But oh… how I want you to how I want to freeze two weeks ...


You come back with the milk
Every couple months I’ll be alone in my room or alone down the highway when my brain is at its emptiest you arrive and knock on the door of what should’ve been left buried in the backyard She’s perfect in every way you know? ive, funny has this hobby of poking my side cause she knows...


A collection of my favorite lyrics cause I’m a songwriter now
I thought since I mentioned I songwriter now I’d update to show u that I’m kinda good :) Murphy’s law: we’ve been too happy I know that it’s coming the moons filled with honey the bears will be hunting it’ll be money just like my parents isn’t it funny? the shoe fits I’ll wear it ran to th...


I can’t write songs rn idk
What I really mean by “I’ll love you forever” . . . Embalm my life in your memory Wrap me in your plagiarized affection Seal the coffin with a kiss And cut me off from your attention Dry my skin in the sun Hang me from a tree in the desert So that my wind chimed bones Can play a song with th...


Bonnie hates Clyde
So I started putting music out in a official capacity and I just never let y’all know :pensive: I make better songs now since ya know this came out in September which means it was made almost a year ago :skull: but I’m still so proud of verse 2 :weary: got a new one coming for all the single people on Valentine’s Day. ...


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MY REP AND TITLES :sob: :sob: :sob: :sob: :sob: :sob: :sob: :sob:
My shit got hacked how fucking embarrassing :joy: :joy: :joy:
A Little note from a Stranger…
*”Chase the clouds, the wind and light. No matter how far out of reach, in the end, the view is too beautiful to forget.”*
Woahhh thats so awesome! Congrats on the new chapter of your life :heart: :sparkles:
THANK YOU !!!
Update for all who thought I was dead:
-I’m now songwriting professionally yay dream Job
- still just as heartbroken
-still haven’t found purpose
-still hopelessly stuck on someone 1000s of miles away :tada: :confetti_ball: :tada: :confetti_ball:
- that shit they told you about “find something you love you’ll never work a day in your life” is a lie protect your free time
-thanks to all that helped me grow here. I’ll always this space as a place where friends who all had too much free time on their hands loved to share their art together
-I can’t wait to catch up over the holidays. I’ll finally be able to breathe for the first time in months
More new stuff to come, hopefully not as morbid as the last piece
Love,
-Aiden
Come say hello when you get some free time! (and when I get free time :sweat_smile: )
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Will do!!! (After the ten million ads this app forces down my throat)
Nothing has changed, fuck 80 hour work weeks 🥳🥳🥳🥳