i love you,
he whispers to me.
do you love me?
i do not know how to reply.
i do not know if i love him.
i owe him the love.
he loves me, why do i not love him?
he comes closer,
waiting for my answer.
i choke up,
i’m scared.
i fear him more than love him.
should i tell him?
no.
he breathes down my neck,
my throat closes,
i squeeze my eyes shut.
tears spill down my cheeks,
i feel his grip on my waist as he pulls
me closer to him.
you love me,
he says.
i don’t respond.
i don’t want to respond.
i don’t love him.
i fear him.
he knows that.
he touches my cheek softly,
whispering nonsense about my body.
i don’t like my body.
i don’t like him.
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~pages; .6.
~sentences; 21.
~paragraphs; 32.
~program(s); notes, word counter, amino.
~time; idk.
~image credit; myself.
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