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hey, welcome to my poetic haven where I bleed the words I refuse to say out loud and the distress I can’t seem to have the courage to acknowledge.
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Nox
27 days ago
conversation with you
this is an actual conversation I had with a friend. this was written while feeling hopeless, but stay strong you reading this. There’s no real point to life, is there? We just work, to make money, to give it away, to become numb, a number ...


Nox
March 17
haiku practice 02
a late afternoon raindrops crashing on windows the birds sing no more ___ cracked phone screen lit up spanish words about dying tell me, where are you? ___ matcha and ice cubes pages of a cozy book the wind in your hair ___ wave...


Nox
March 17
one-sided soulmates
we may have chemistry only the spark isn’t love at least not on your side and I force a little smile when you look my way but as soon as you turn my lips drop the act I no longer want to be nearby it hurts to like you and it hurts to be you...


Nox
March 07
I’ll worship the lies you taught me
TW: Swearing, mention of su*cide, religious themes. I sat on the floor staring at a laptop screen with immense desire to scream I try to be good and I try to please you but you turn away I confessed my crimes that I let people on delivered because I can’t bear to pr...


Nox
February 16
le temps d’une tempête
time doesn’t exist only built through ruins of a forgotten empire or the moss growing on statues of fallen heroes they tell me I am naive because who but fools believe in what can’t be seen mother please, I beg of you let me stay enamoured of sun...


Nox
February 10
insert a better title here
The flowers died on Monday*. And so did you. Nobody expects death to strike when you anticipate it. It occurs to those we love so we have something painful to carry with us for the rest of our lives. Mom told me you were hit by a car. A drunk driver in broad daylight. Ironic of...


Nox
January 28
gasoline tears
trigger warning: swearing, death imagery. they say love as much as your heart can they say love is always enough it always wins in the end fools, all of them I grieve what never will be I wipe tears angrily while everyone love, love, love what’s ...


Nox
January 07
liminal space
in the closet there are notebooks of who I used to be filled to the brim with the desire to be heard in the drawer there are paper notes of what I used to forget tainted of a yellow hue with the absence of light in the cupboard there are s...


Nox
January 03
more draft never posted
Figured it would be a fun way to start the new year. here’s some written stuff I left to rot in my drafts for a while. Enjoy ~ original title: bitterness starts where kindness ends “have you ever noticed the gentlest souls carry the deepest feelings ...


Nox
December 24
winter blues
now playing : Home : Danny Knutlesky I drink hot chocolate instead of crying it’s snowing outside maybe it’s happier snow gives you mountains pretty photos on Pinterest small paw prints and what do I give but bitter smiles since lo...


Nox
December 10
incensed
trigger warning: swearing when we are teenagers we have the power to believe when we are adults we lose the power to dream nothing ever matters not in this fucked up world not in this condemned earth we want to do good and be good peop...


Nox
11/27/24
foretold
“Love will tarnish the pages of your heart only then, will you learn to seek a new start” #mylifeprophecy #echoesofolympus - - - I like to refer to it as the curse that protects you. I’ve been hurt by love, be it platonic or romantic, and I’ve also hurt oth...

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